at times i wonder.. what are friends for?
but i know they are impt..

but somehow.. i dunnoe.. why.. i'm always a follower...
not that i didn't wanna be a leader...
when they need me.. i'm always there.. i mean say go out or what
then when i need ppl... there is always no one

i dunnoe la.. i feel.. like i dunnoe what i am.. a friend.. or a hi-bye

whtever

ppl always have time for other friends.. but not me...
when it comes to melinda.. its always busy

i miss the lunches we have... those days when we meet to have lunch
well... that is how many yrs ago?! during sec sch
but that are good memories..
now? sigh
even dinner also need a 3rd person
or.. even dinner also say u are busy busy busy
hmmm
but yet there's so much time in the world to do so much more with others

that's the difference with someone with too much friends.. and someone without friends....
is it so hard jus to give some time?

i say so much also no use.. that person also dunnoe i'm talking about him..