BACK!!! hmmm 1st day of work!!!! hmmm.... kinda bored... but then, time really flies like nobody's business... the company got so many boss... 4... C.W lee, C.K Lee..., C.Y Lee, C.K Lee... maybe when i get to learn more things... i'll be busy le ba.. sigh.. i really don't know what to say today... oh ya... i also can't understand y some ppl jus like to put hatred in their heart... does it feel tht good?

do you ever ask yourself? in life... y some ppl compare??? yes.. you have to see who compare.. if you compare with ppl who like to look down on ppl.. of coz he will compare you and look down on you... but if it's the other case.. then it's different!!! he compare jus to let you know...i started my clarinet playing since late nov 2001... then.. techically, i'm not bad... but not tone wise... jus becoz tht person compare you with me means you are a bad person? i think whoever who really thinks tht... you are jus narrow minded..! i had been quoted as an example... not for you to compare... but you took it as comparing... i've been quote... becoz he wanted to let you know that for someone who can learnt it in such short time... you can too... he's trying to encourage you.. not discourage... but why must you see things this way?? and in the end.. say that ppl sucks? i can't understand these ppl... wht's on their mind? being first?

i don't think life has only one direction... open up your thinking and you will find yourself... find yourself happier understanding and reaching out to ppl... you never try... you'll never know... yes... you can say that you tried hard... how hard... ask yourself... yes... you wanna try... think about this... you wanna try... but have you tried to take out things tht are occupying our brains like... how bad this person treats you... how bad is this... or... how am i going to handle such problem i'm facing...? take them out first... before you start opening yourself... nothing is more important than yourself... if you can't even love ourself... keep torturing yourself with those thoughts, how can you expect yourself to love others? love is not jus about you and that person only... it's about the whole world... whole universe... so what you only love the one whom you like... and dislike the rest (as in mistreat) what will he think? yes, of coz you can please him... but for how long? won't you get sick of it? remember?? when you (those who are reading this) had a feeling with one person... or in a relattionship with one person... you will for at least once.. tell youself tht this is going to last.. it's going to be forever.... but... the truth is that... nothing in this world is made to be forever... your mom is not going to be forever... your child is not going to be forever... you loves ones will leave one day too...

i can't really accept that too... but i know... sooner or later i'll jus accept it... who can? live life the way you wanted... not what the world wanted... you are born to be you are... you might not think that you what you wanted... open up... be joyful each day... and when you did that... you will look back.. and tell ppl how much great fun you had... God created us not for nothing... He wouldn't waste his time to create us if he know that we'll be a nuisence (oops) to the world... think about it... finally... God Bless...trust in the Lord lean not on your own understanding. In all, all of your ways acknowledge him, and He'll make your path straight