liky me msn nick suggest...

i wanna disappear from face of this earth

no kids about it.. i'm so tired from it.. where's the joy of this life? perhaps.. there's nv be joy in my life... i could think of all those smiles and laughter.. had they became a dream? are they all fake?? more tears flowed this weekend.. i'm jus as tired... yar.. like always.. i'm always wrong.. i don't wanna listen.. if it makes u happy.. i'll leave... u don't have to say anything... i don't wanna be strong anymore... i'm not in the first place...

don't stand by me... u can go away... i don't deserve it.. other ppl deserve it... u must have regretted ur decision... i know.... u'll nv expect things to be like that rite? guessed as much too. when he force u to choose ur path.. whenever things come to this for me... i can't help.. but to compare me with him... am i as evil as him?? perhaps i am.

i'm all prepared for u to go away... it's my loss.. not urs.. it'll nv be ur loss... u can find replacement as simple as looking for macdonald in anywhere...

i've nv be a better gal... now i see why...

i really wish i'm gone.. its painful...