i'm unhappy again...

things i may heard.. things i may seen.. hurts me (a lil lah.. not that drama) in one way or another.. i think i'm not good enough again.. nv good enough..

i wish i had those things i heard... i tell myself... so long the other is happy... doesn't matter... but at times.. i wish i had them... but i know.. i'd nv have them.....

i haven't cry for so long.. (though only like.. 2 weeks laa) over things.. but not studies laa...

my friend says... my happiness shouldn't be dependent on one person.. i should forget about it and walk on... perhaps...

*i've nv seen u so enthu with things pertaining somethings..*

-leave me alone-