Melinda is thinking about negative things again...

as usual... some ppl can motivate me.. while some can jus make me feel otherwise...
these few days.. its jus.. feeling otherwise.

Am i starting to regret that i'm not pursuing a degree? perhaps so.
i realised, putting a dip holder and a deg holder together, ppl will pick a conversation up with the deg holder..

I also realised that looks are darn impt? not to mention.. figure too.. having it.. is like having all the money in the world... without eat? can eat shit kind..... what a society! hate it hate it...

I think.. i won't go and buy N80 le.. ='(
go and get a tv for my room is better.. when i come home from work.. at times i can't couldn't slp.. jus wanna watch tv... but.. BAH i can't! cos places where the tv are, there will be ppl slping there!

like whtever... i'm so damn disappointed still... this time. i'm not going to expect anything nor something.. i've just seen how i'm treated... as a friend... hanging on for so many yrs... i finally woke up..