i'm feeling worst then falling out of love now.... it's better to kill me now.. i guess i'll feel better.. what are all these going through in my mind??? who holds the answers to my questions?! How am i going to solve thing mess? gosh! i wanna cry.. but no tears flow out... why do i fight so hard? i can't take it... seemed small.. but my concern is BIG... wht am i to do?! how i wish i can stop asking this question! moodless for everything now... didn't have anything for dinner... no appetite... i think it's all my fault.. i landed myself into this... i had enough...