lalalalla! i'm mad... not in the best of mood.. but kinda.. heavy mood.. must be lac of slp from ytr.. was so slpy since band prac ytr... today what's more i wakie at 5.30am.. and didn't drag myself out of bed.. like.. got used le? hahahahz... and i didn't take a nap? tsk!

something freaky is happening to me... i dunnoe wht's wrong.. has something got into me? am i not the melinda? who am i then? sigh.. if that's really happened, then wht about my dream ytr? will it happen? whtever.. i've anticipated it, but not as drama as the dream i had i guess...

anyway... was going to my friend's blog jus now.. came across this one person.. whom i know well lah... then.. there's something.. that brought... a lil.. heartach to me small lil hrt.. (sigh.. wht eng am i using). *you know i notice small details well* anyway.. doesn't matter.. i'm different.. in a good or different sense.. doesn't matter.. it doesn't matter as much as it does in the past... i'm jus a emo freak.. but no.. this ain't turning my tears tap on..

i'm missing him again.. stupid.. sigh