after started ITP... i realised so much.. not only that i learnt quite alot, experienced alot too... i realised that wht's impt to me in the past, might not mean that much to me now.. whtever that i used to ignore... i treasure it now... i'm getting weaker.. or rather.. more and more heck care le... hhaha gd news for some ppl.. coz melinda won't be that strict liao. hahaha... but there's something impt that i don't feel like fighting liao... i think let nature take it course le bah.. now then i know tht some ppl are that unhappy being with me. going out with me will die meh? hahaha.. rank this up before liao.. but then i'm not going to go into it. coz i think life doesn't allow time for me to do all this kidna things... there's much more out there that i should be doing... i can treasure a person or a thing like gold.. but he or she might not feel the same way. neither should i expect something in return lah.. coz i give them all those willing.. be it physical or mentally. alot of ppl get stuck in life, coz they held on to something too tightly in life.. and unwilling or dunnoe how to let go... i'm going to let it float... it's either u treasure it or u don't. i do... but if others don't... hahaa... i can still say that i will still treasure them. everyone and everything is jus like a jigsaw puzzle of my life... i don't wanna miss any pieces of it.

things will be so much different after today.. after this hols...