haven't been in a good mood for days.. tears rolled down my cheeks these 2 days.. don't know due to PMS or reality.. maybe it's reality... been thinking through quite a no. of things..

ppl always say... do'nt like ppl lah.. wait for ppl to like u.. blar blar.. saying liking ppl is diff... now.. i will prove them wrong, so what ppl like u first? i still get hurt in the end...

haven't been in the mood to smile... it's not easy.

when i'm in a bad mood.. i jus want to eat and eat.. no wonder i'm so fat... but.. these few days get hungry so easily.. maybe it's due to the time of the mth laa.

working had been so dull... i don't feel the old same me anymore.. getting old, getting tired.. getting near to deathbed... what else? getting ugly.. so unfair rite.. i'm alr so ugly alr.. and now.. making me worse.