a no. of things today.. some i jus can't remember..

1) i think someone has misunderstood me today afternoon.. when i say forget it.. i really mean forget it.. maybe coz i normally say that when i'm sarcastic.. but i'm not today. for how many times these yr have u remembered it was my bdae? so... actually... i am not having any feelings even if u really forget that date. and when i receive that sms.. i really tot u have forgotten about the date... so i was telling myself... forget it.. jus never mind loh... i aint angry or what. and yes i admit, for that few mins, i was really disappointed. but after that, i ain't. believe it or not, i alr accepted things, and i'm not sarcastic. maybe that's jus you. so if u still choose to ignore.. go ahead... and ignore forever. -small lil things.. means alot to me-

2) i finally get to meet up with han ying. i'm really happy. but... though i say i wanna scold her for being late for over an hour.. i don't feel angry at all.. becoz there's a book shop for me to read books..!! so.. yea.. read while waiting for her... had a great time with her... though time was short.. but becoz the 2 of us talk like bullet train.. hahaa we seem to talk about alot of things.. keee.. at last i feel comfy to talk to someone about something. *yak yak yak yak yak*

and as usual, when i'm out with han han.. i spent!! haha i will even if i'm not out with her.. the 2 things i've bought today is something that i wanna buy since long time ago le lah.. keeee

3) i think i'm feeling much better to be ignored, with appropriate communicate, then to cut like that. but i will accept it.

4) i don't know what. today, whtever is in my tots, is how am i going to pamper this person. like excuse me? it's only a good friend?? maybe more than a good friend, but definitely not anyone i like. sigh. anyway.. do'nt even know if he cares about it. nah.. hold on!!!

5) looking at one pic ytr.. i know i've got something wrong up in my brain this time round.. kekekke tsk.

after typing this post... my heart is aching.. i feel like crying... tears are gonna roll down.. tireness is feeling me as well.. han.. it's only an hour.. and i'm missing u again... other than her.. i'm missing 2 other person again. but am i missed? HA -sarcastically- lets talk about it yrs later.