i feel so stupid.. i feel so hurt.. i can feel the tears of mine are dying to come out of my eyes.. i wish i could cry.. i wish i can be as heartless to turn my back at ppl. ya... other ppl more impt.. i deserve it.. ppl don't... serve myself rite. i can't see any place on this earth for me. i don't know why i'm here. i wish i'm gone. i've got no will to be alive at all. i wish i'm dead. everyone change.. change change change lah! u wanna go and smoke.. go and drink for all i care. coz since day 1.. i know u would become like that sooner or later.