hmm.. it's always so weird.. it's always never once that i'm filled with no emotions... haven't been blogging for a period of time, or is it only 2 days? it's either that i'm lazy or i'm busy... exams are drawing near.. alot of things are drawing near.. my head's gonna explode... i've got a very fearful feeling in me... am i a good friend? introvert or extrovert? do i hide or hurl? am i pessimistic or optimistic.!! ah!! someone tell me leh.. i felt as if i've got spilt personality... neither this nor that.. haha.. wht am i?!

hehe.. i've done my spring cleaning!! hehe made use of the public hols to do everything.. though my room still look the same... but it's neater and.. dust-free!! hahaz the following day.. jasmine came over to my place to do project... i went to interchange to pick her up at like... 1000h? hahz.. then we started on our projects... *faint* alot of amendments to be made to the project woh.. hahaz! so we slowly lah.. coz i only got one lappy.. and i'm using.. jasmine start helping me to fix my lego.. hahaz! she had so much fun doing it.. hahaz she used 2.5 hrs jus to fix tht pirate castle!! hahaz i normally take about an hour (hahaz i've been fixing tht every year for 7 years!!). then coz she need go dye hair.. we agreed to meet on sunday at qi's house to do prject loh... and tt's at simei.. it's ok for me coz i needa go church in the morning.. hahaz but jasmine..... poor gal... hee. so we headed for town at 1+pm... she go dye hair.. i go meet wen ni.. hahaz suppose to go out with other ppl.. but then she wanna go out with her another friend also.. so let her go loh.. we went shopping... it was ok lah.. quite fun! hehe at about 6.15pm, i left for cell group.. coz i was the lesson facilitator, i don't wanna be late... then grace don't really know how to go.. so i've got to pick her up first.. when we reach.. it's like 7.35pm.. we're late! but guess what?! we are the only ones around.. uncle pak fook haven't even come.. when i called.. he's only on the bus... jas and ming late as usual lah! hahaz they reach at 8... in tht end... i didn't had cell.. seeing the condition of the youth room, i decided to clean up the whole room. well.. and we did... in like 45 mins?! hehe there's a sofa now in the youth room le.. yay!

sunday.. church was as usual... ntohing went wrong lah.. then after bible class.. we continue to pack the room.. decided to get rid of one of the shelf.. the more the room has.. the messier it is... can't stand it. yup.. so we cleaned all the way from 1 to 2 plus.. then i've got to go qi's house.. hehe. i was late.. coz was held up by the printing of come newspaper article for the project.. gee.. they accepted.. so we go makan and start doing project.. it was so irritating.. time is jus running so fast!! grr.... by the time we finish editing iut's 10 le.. actually wanna edit once more de. but time don't permit.. so we went home lah.. on the trip back hom... i discovered some mistakes to the report!! hahaz came back home and changed... then do hmwk.. help my friend do things... by the time i'm done.. it's 4am! time really flies okie!

and today... i auto wake up at 0730hrs. only slpt for 3.5 hours! then wakie and con with my hmwk loh. haha! was surprised tht i can stay awake... went sch for make up lesson at 9.45... ntohing much lah.... sianz loh... go tutorial... presented my qns... bind up our report and submit.. after which i come home and rot le.. ntohing to do leh... too tired.. my eyes are very dry.. too tired to even move to my piano and play.. (unlike me rite) haven't start studying.. sianz... i'm hungry!!! sigh.. i was reminded of soemthing... though tht person nv treat me like tht before.. but he had once treated others like this in front of my eyes.. it's really very scary to have such person.. y are they like tht??!! man are blunt! nv think about the consequences before they talk.. even though they think tht they did think lah... sturbborn!! and unreasonable!! hehe its a long post today hahaz...