.devastated.down.low self-esteem.low confi.

wht else?

better off alone... who will be there to stand up for me? be there to comfort me?

it's jus such a practical world... i feel like leaving the place that makes me so sad.

to Han Ying... fight for wht u want the most... everyone is ambitious... i'm as fickle minded as u are... but as always.. what we are afraid of.. is what ppl speak of us. and how ppl view us.. who cares? do wht u always wanted... there will forever be ppl who will talk behind ur back.. as long as u are strong.. i'm not.. that's why i fell down.. but i will pick myself up... do not put ur career on hold jus becoz of wht ppl says... i wish for u to be where u are now.. partly becoz of some selfish personal reasons. but i know(and u know too). for u to climb higher.. this isn't the place... without trying, we also dunnoe wht's good for us.. and whtever path u choose.. i will really support u..