i don't know whether i died down.. or things around me died down... i no longer laugh, no longer smile... turning more and more like a stone. sigh.. after this week, maybe things will get better.. maybe it's not.. with projects coming in, common test coming up, band.. and work. it seems like, it's going to get busier for me. not better. i hope everything's gonna be really really ok.. -takes a deep breathe-