when was my last post? i can't recall.. i'm thinking of closing this blog down... like.. doesn't make a diff if i have it or not lah. sigh... yar.. and life is all about stress and stress... what else? i'm such a person with no life... i'm sick up with everything that i hope i can jus fall sick now.. but not hints about being sick.

i wonder.. have u gave a consideration about me before? i think... i gave in in many different ways... i didn't fight for what i wan... u want.. i let u take it.. but at the end of the day... in the end.. when u tell me.. that u wish to give it up.. i feel like a fool.. i may appear to be flexible.. but behind i cancelled alot of things and scarific alot of things.. maybe to u.. it might be... "it's always that way" nvm... u will nv appreciate it...