Melinda is not happy... v unhappy... v v v ....

Mel tried to be optimistic... but she can't now.. she dropped her tears in the public... she is useless.... she still feels like tear-ing now...

can't life be easier? i don't enjoy yelling here and there... it's embarrassing... i wish it jus didn't happen. why does ppl work their way to get what they want without thinking about other ppl... jus becoz u don't like it?

yups.. maybe karma... coz i also work and slog my way through.. but i've gave up working my way recently...

i feel that... i'm not a nice person to be with.. suddenly.. i dunnoe why i've got ppl going out with me.. are they forced to? i dunnoe... why do i complain about not having anyone to go out and yet i'm saying all these?

i don't feel like eating.. but i'm hungry...

sometimes it's really easy to say things.. but.. really hard to do u know... things are getting hard on me.. jus that i didn't say it out.. no one has yet to know... but u made it a lil harder.. i'm already full of troubles.. not unneccessary ones.. its really infront le... it's not easy to walk on this life... i feel like giving up so many times...

Give me the strength lord... i need strength...