28th June 2004

hmmm accidentally pressed 'Publish Post' hehehe ok.. my mistake.. then after tht choir.. i came back home loh... then started rotting til i went out to meet hui fen at lot 1 at 8pm... we went to delifrance.. do nothing.. hahahah! then after tht went to brian's downstair to do somethign as well as to get back my book to print... hehe

anyway.. i rushed back to watch Selena and GA2!!! but concentrate on Selena... watching Selena had brought me alot of thoughts... dead is something tht come unexpectedly... when are we going to die... no one knows.. only God knows... everything is so so so precious... i once asked ppl this qns... if you die tml... wht will be your happy memories... and they could ans me.. wht happy memories? i'm not happy at all! they actually live in the dark side of their life... they don't bother to live happily.. yes, they say they wanted to.. but the bear their hatre (dunnoe how to spell) heart of vengence... i urge all of you to think... alot of things... we wanted to know y... e.g. y you said this, why you do that, why here where there.. but may i ask... why ask why? wht if they tell you their reason... what can you do? shunwen knocked sense into me by telling me this months ago... wht can i do? kill them for wht they have done? y not jus forget about it! practice forgiveness to gain forgiveness... sometimes.. we do wish tht pppl pardon us for our mistakes... let us first pardon them for their mistake.. some ppl wil say... hey.. don't act an angel la... but you are who you are... you do things of your will..not becoz ppl say then u do.. ppl do then you do! y not start living your life happily... accept what had been given to you. though some are hard to accept... believe.. when there's a will.. there's a way.. i experience being took away of my fav things... and it's hard for me. but i realised.. that i was given something even better... never say never.. if you keep shouting never... it's a really never... i'm not joking... serious... don't wait till someone leaves you.. or til you are going to die(choy) then you come and regret...

Faith, Hope and Love. The greatest of these is LOVE -1 corinthians 13:13

start spreading your love... your love and hands.. can create wonders.. give it a try.. never be beaten by failure. stand up again... and one day... ONE DAY... you wil really creat miracle.. and you'll be SO proud... touch people's life... you can make a difference... jia YU!!! i'll also be with you... being Proud of you in whtever you do!