Just came back from town... (town again!!) went to town for dinner... at OA bakery.. the food was ok there la... but not as nice as the previous times i've been there la... then after tht go walk walk and catch the 2140h movie.... watched Confession of the teenage drama queen pls hor..!! don't ever go and watch.. waste money... kinda corny loh... but okie la.. :p hahahahah! still got Gandhi one...corny..! no wonder the church youths go and watch also say not nice... lame.. hahahah!

then after the movie.. i went down to bukit timah to eat prata.. hehe jeremy treat us.. heheh then took a cab home with ai xian... while eating jus now.. we saw quite a no. of assumptionites there loh ppl like nicholas ang... louis... wei xian... hehehe then by the time i came back.. it's alreay 1.30am.. hahahaha!

hmmmm kinda bore now la.. though tired... but came slp.. i'm so excited about the sunday's concert.. i hope tht i won't play any wrong notes or wrong things loh.... im' really scare.. actually in the beginning stage.. even till like last week.. i was thinking of giving up.. but i held on.. i really hoped for the better... praying really really hard... i fear..!

i always ask myself.. is this what God had arranged for me. i trust tht i'm in this world for a purpose. He woudn't create me to be a useless creature..i know that he got my future planned.. He knows wht's for me. but eat step i think.. i fear, and think.. is tht wht God really planned for me? i may want most my music career.... but it might not be wht God had planned for me. i'm confused... lost... in this big jungle... with trees... looking for a way out... and i know tht... the only way out.. is to look upon God... he will lead us out... and shower us with his blessings...