bored bored bored bored... so sianz loh... rotted the whole day yesterday... hmmm... no place to go.. then stay at home loh.. actually wanna do homework one.. but im' so so so lazy.. end up didn't do anything loh. lousy rite...anyway... thurs.. i went town with ting and shirley loh.. then we went to the heeren's sakae sushi... they la.! ask them to go the one at wheelocks they don't want.. then at heeren's got not much space.... nvm la. anyway... we ate the buffet one.. hahahahah! then got the student price... i tot tht they would consider us for the adult price...

after tht go shop shop loh... ting went to braun buffet to buy one wallet for his BF's bdae.. very good hor... hehehehe if she's a guy.. and is my BF... tht'll be great!!! hhahahahaha... then practically dind't do anything much in town la.. looking for bags and shoes... hehehehehe then went to the macafe at lido.. sit sit loh... then saw cynthnia koh... she's very pretty in real person... oh ya, she's with one of the actors from channel U... the ah ben... dunnoe wht's his real name la..~ :P

hmmm then i jus spent my time on my piano loh... i'm still unsure of wht God had planned for me. i knew he got my future planned... but i wanted to ask.. what is it? i have a feeling.. that my music life is not what had been planned... i do not know who is going to look at my blog... but i do urge all the christians... to think about their faith... i've saw... many ppl, they refuse God... i'm not a devoted christian for your information. but alot of my christian frinds.. they keep saying that their life sucks... why? it's becoz.. life don't go their way... and tht's correct! becoz life goes according to God's will... they told me,'i prayed, i prayed for this and this' and when things turn out the other way... they denied God... and blame him! wht's this? have they wondered... y didn't God give them what they wanted? it's becoz... it's not in God's plan...

some might think... well, y am i in this world? with all those sufferrings... true tht i do complain of tht at times... but again... think... in science, we learnt about reproducing rite? only dunnoe dunnoe how many sperm fetilise one egg, and how fragile is an egg, it's not easy to produce a kid... well, if it's tht aren't easy... then don't tell me tht your presence in the world is a co-incident.. well, NO!!! you are those one in a million tht you mother had tried with your dad.. or whoever... some mother are cruel, give birth and threw their kid away... those are heartless! totally! not fit to be a mother. (well, i can't judge too) but it's becoz you are special and selected, tht's y you are here... in this world... reading my blog... Think about it... i'm not trying to know sense or anything la... but whtever is mentioned is whatever that i'm thinking... we should be thankful.. and not complaining. the opposition meaning of thankful is complaining... *sorry guys... it's a long post*

nonetheless.!!! enjor your weekend!! today i've got cell group...!! hhehehehehe before tht.. will be going town with ai xianz... sharmaine and faith asked me to go their church.. but too bad they didn't ask me earlier.. if they asked earlier.. then i won't meet ai xian le... :p