not a day of good sleep... thinking of sleeping makes me vex... i haven't been slping well these few days... i rather not sleep. it's really terrible.

miscommunication somewhere? maybe.. maybe someone got my wrong meaning.. i dunnoe how to make it right.. it seems that it doesn't matter.. even if i make it clear.. things will still be this way..

i hate slp.. i dislike slp... can i jus stay awake for one whole day? let me cry...

who is there to lend me a shoulder to cry on?

who would hold my hand and walk down with me? (nvm. i know the ans)

as pessimistic i might seem... in my hrt.. i'm still optimistic about it... i really am...

i guess no one would believe me ever again.. it's ok..