does brian and i always have the same fate? it seems like things happening around us are really so similar.. sigh.. trend again? nah. getting quite sick of it.. trends are for those happy stuff.. not stuff like these... and yea.. it always hurts to know the truth... truth after truth... bah! i think i chose to believe wht i had been thinking at times...

it's so stupid.. is everyone i meet like this?? hmmm.. maybe? maybe not...

work was super boring on a sunday as usual.. i'm happy when phone calls come in, at least i get to tlak and blar...rather than sitting there doing nothing.. i will faint!! was so tired that i can doze off at the bus stop.. took a cab home and slp like a pig.. and what's the result of that? being hyper active now loh...

can i meet someone.. who will stop hurting me for awhile.. pamper me for awhile... (but it will be better if it's more than jus awhile) and jus really appreciates me... forget it.. i'm dreaming... fairy tales? wake up melinda!! won't have.. even if it really exist... it won't be my turn to experience any of them.. far from that!