becoz of such people..i felt inferior.. there are no space for me to feel wanted.. that's why i'm very much praise-driven.. has my words been given a consideration into? no.... of course.. everyone prefers to do things their way.., and they have 101 reasons to ask ppl to go with them.. but what happens when u voice out something.. and the other voice out at the same thing.. but the actions ppl give u is that they are not listening to u at all? that another suggestion is taken becoz of their special relationship?

maybe i would never experience that.. i do not have a special relationship.. i used to think i have one.. but... no point if u deem this person to be important but yet... to them... or that person.. u are jus the opposite?

it's like this since pri sch... bleah.. nonetheless.. yes.. i feel good when ppl praise me.. i'm rather a... praise driven person..

keke... and yes.. i was being praised today.. i'm always afraid that i would give stupid ans.. but today.. i was given that lil hope.. which i feel happy about... =)