i feel like sighing.. i feel like crying still...

i'm still not yet ok...

i think i changed alot... more bitchy.. getting from bad to worse... i find myself really ugly in that...

i didn't wanna chase... i didn't wanna know.. i wish i could close my eyes... and jus blindly walk through. can anyone help me with it?

i feared... memory is failing me.. everything starts to fail me...

why ain't ppl around me happy...

i'll give anything to change for a smile on their face.. really...

what has a 6 days trip done to me? disconnect me from this world?