i am happy... since ytr evening... haaaa... hmmm... not because of where i went... what i got... yar lah.. it might be partly due to that.. but i deemed it more than that...

now i know.. for things.. that i've been thinking for.. at least a yr.. i'm still carrying a flame, hoping that it may happen.. i'm really not the person whom u might seem.. it's.. different when certain things happen...

i can feel that i'm a changed lady from that melinda whom ppl night know.. beginning of this yr..... though i may still be talkative to some ppl... but i really hope that i stop that talkative-ness towards him or her.

i don't wanna gain weight anymore.. i wanna stop eating!!!! no more melinda. i don't wanna be a fatty anymore.. =( no one wants..

watching certain things now.. make me realised what i really wanted... maybe alot of ppl already guess it.. but i had been denying... but of course.. i know my limits... what i shuld go into.. what i shouldn't... perhaps, i should not jus let certain things rule like that..

i remembered those days we had a few yrs back.. and i tell u... those memories are still floating clearly in my brain.. like as if they are fresh.. i don't know if u still remember... i hope.. one day.. the scene willreplay again.. but with both party.. meaning it this time round...

i should take a step back....

p.s i realised the i missed out some pics.... no wonder i feel so... empty when i blogged ytr..

hahaha.. me again... sigh.. i must hide all my fats!!!

Me and leen.. hahaha she looks like a teacher in her specs.. doesn't she?

hahaha.. with that peanuts balloon... and not forgetting.. my fats.. again!!! -_-

ALL our food for the night!!!!!! tsk tsk

Once again.. a BIG BIG THANK YOU to all of u....

-with lots of hugs and kisses... Mellie-

MELINDA IS BORED!!! VERY VERY BORED...