been thinking lots lately, what's best.. what's not...

glad to say.. i guess... i can't really recall the... not-so-nice-things... that happens... that doesn't mean.. that things ain't impt to me anymore... a chapter may come to a close.. and another starts... that's life...

i've been clear of what i'm thinking.. my stand doesn't change... jus that... perhaps.. jus let it be this way.. i don't wan him to be unhappy either... we are ppl of diff worlds yea.. should be glad that we've come so far alr... what i should keep are the memories... though there are not much.. but some memories.. are jus not to be forgotten... perhaps.. he forgottten.. but.. it still remains as sweet to me as how it was a few yrs back... it still brings a smile to my face...

like i've said.. i can't make u smile, i can't make u happy.. i can't take away ur sorrows.. but sadly, i only add into the sorrows and trouble u have. i see the joy ppl bring into ur life... maybe perhaps.. that's what u deemed to be the "real" melinda.. the melinda with that tail... well.. i always tot u'd know me better.. but... nahz...

life moves on.. i like treasure everything yea... i nv give up on anything though i may feel otherwise.. those are what i put across.. not how i felt... choose to believe or not... entirely up to you... i've left with no more words

this post.. applies to all.. not only the one... =)

anyway.. its not meant to be a pessimistic post.. i'm in a cheerful feeling...

=) tired though.. slpt for only 3 hours last night..