pessimism came into me suddenly.... i shouldn't regret.. i made my choice... why am i think way?? letting it off.. and seeing it go.. is always like that.. i wanted to cry.. but my tears won't drop...

can all these not change? can we not leave? can we still hold on?
nah.. u found ur joy... while.. i at times have some joy.. but.. is all the joy i felt, real? am i really happy?

alright.. those are ytr pics... some are super ugly.. cos i'm super ugly.. hahaha ok la.. i think that some are nice.. considered the fact that i was having a bad hair day...bleah

on monday.... over a pic.. i had a super pervertic joke with danny.. well well.. it still kinda rings in my head...

weekend will be hectic for me.. gonna be working at NATAS...

weekends will be.. OUT OUT OUT =x monday out, tues gathering, wed.. REST, thurs band.. fri sectionals.. sat and sun i dunnoe.. kekeke =x

that will be next week.. gonna be meeting a cousin before she's heading back to perth.. now.. i'm considerating holidaying to either chiangmai or perth next yr.. if i go chiang mai.. that will be my third time going to thai.. a lil dumb lo. i seem to be travelling every yr.. but it's like.. only btw 3 countries? HK (2X), thai (2X), m'sia (countless).. or darwin? or maybe to a resort la.. jus wanna take some time off..

been getting a lil weird lately too... been skipping this and that meal.. ROAR... ok.. talking nonsense le.. i'm a lil stress and unwell.. maybe pregnant.. cos always wanna puke. tsk =x alright.. see ya soon!