so much things so much things!!!

i took 1.5 days of leave... of which.. perhaps only 0.5 days is constructive.. the rest of it? rot and rot.. slp and slp...

and now... there are so many things that are going wrong...
i stop liking dance?
i got misunderstood?
my distance with someone is clearly there...
i'm lost in life?
and i'm missing somebody?

Other than these, everything is fine!!
but those things are a lil affecting me lah.... esp the 3 point...
friends for so long...... ARGH! damn it!

i should put everything down ba... things change... when ppl walk on the journey of life, they meet lots of things.. forget lots of things.. take on different things and perhaps.. realise how ugly u might be at the end of the day?

am looking at my blog which i haven't been visiting jus now... i'm wondering.. if anyone is really reading.. and if i should jus delete it. a lil no point. also no time to blog... also nth to blog... blah

when was my last post? may 22... not as long as it seems....

and when will be my last post? i dunnoe...

losing interest in everything..
my friend is correct. i'm losing myself. i really am.

i feel like breaking down and let out a big cry...
but why can't i??

i miss doing so much things.. and i miss so much ppl.

i dunnoe what i'm doing.. but i know i'm definitely losing it....