finally! exams are over.. crying period is over... holidays is infront of me! yes! i'm having my holidays now. but tell me tell me. what can i do during my hols?

Exams are all so.. DIFFERENT from the past yr papers.. i think i'm going to repeat BMGT yea.. don't know how to do.. i'm familiar with the word, but can't recall their meaning.. gee.. so i crapped my whole paper through. hopefully the teacher won't be so strict (i'm dreaming man) hehe... ytr was the last paper, POA, everything was going fine for that paper. can say that i know how to do lah. but theory i crapped a bit. it's like.. theory is 20% of the whole paper! alot eh. only 4 theory question. one qns 5 marks. i finished ma paper one and a half hours after we started at 2pm. then double check.. lucky i double check. got serious mistakes... phew... after i check finish.. i go le loh.. raise up my hand.. hand in, then go. while walking half way, i forgot to take my water bottle.. then have to walk back, pai seh. hehe after tht. jas koh came out, jie bao also. so we talked about the paper while walking out loh. as usual. then after that me and jas went to bugis to meet sar, ate Ajisen... sar went to do her browns, jas bought her chanel foundation. i came back with nothing. as usual also lah.. haha can't see anything i like, nothing much also loh. hmmm... came home, spoke to eddie online, then he "called" me. for awhile lah. then something happened tht made me really really angry ytr. but i'm fine now. i'm petty, but only for a while.

slpt at 2 plus and woke up at 10am with my sister screaming at her top in my room. i can't stand her at times. out of 5 working days, she wear my clothes for 3 days. do'nt she have her clothes to wear? her wardrobe is MUCH bigger than mine. talking about who has the most shirts, she has. she's working, can afford mah. y must take mine? it's not the issue of me not letting her wear, but whenever i wanna wear her clothes, she will say.. N-O! then give excuses saying that it's new. i wanna tell her, "excuse me, al the skirts i buy.. i haven't wear then she go and wear. she got her own clothes, ask her go and wear her clothes lah!" put there so long will spoil one collect dust. if not, her clothes are those partying clothes, my mom and i also dunnoe y sh buy. any one.. can u explain to me? other then that.. she's okay lah.

i'm so bored now. it's only the start of a holiday. i've got 2 months to go. later, i'm going out with my mom to change my spec's lense (dunnoe how to spell leh). tml teach tuition, sat, free, sunday, church, then noon got some wedding preparation. monday, going back band, then swim then gym, tues? tuition again. can't decide if i should go for the concert leh. wed? going make over.. than.. shop i thnk. thurs i don't know... fri tuition. my well go on and on like this. how i wish i'm like veron, work full time, study part time. kinda diff lah.. but kinda good too.. hehe k lah. i try to update more frequently.. tata!!

i'm doom! for sure.. haven't started my studying.... sigh... (still got time to blog right?) i'm infront of the TV now.. y don't i have that self disciple in me?! goodness!... Melinda!! remember your promise!!

Ytr... i was online till 2 am.. learning somethings with my friends online.. thanks to titan, Woot and Un... learnt alot ytr....

today, i had my BCA test.. it starts at 11am, so i set my alarm clock to go off at 9.15am (i still think i can't wake up ontime loh) but who knows.. i've got this good friend by the name of Shoo Hui Qi... called my HP early in the BIG morning at 7.10am but i was sound asleep.. didn't ans... but who knows.. she was so determine that she called and called again.. and the phone keeps ringing from.. 7.10am all the way till 7.50am, from ringing to silent mode.. it jus keep vibrating... i cancelled dunnoe how many called from her loh... then in the end.. at 7.50am.. i can't stand it.. i grab the phone.. and smsed... "WHAT YOU WANT" to tell her tht i'm slping!... in the end.. who knows.. this blur friend of mine.. tot tht our BCA test was at 9am... so she left home early as some one went to pick her up... so she asked if she can come to my place. well, Melinda is always tht kind lah.. nv say no de.. (no puking!! i don't allow that!! haha). I can't slp any longer after those phone calls (hor hui qi...) so i woke up.. and talked to my mom (as my sis was making a din in the earlier morning). Hui Qi came at 8.45am.. and we left my place for the test at 9.45am.. the test was okay lah.. almost misread some of the instructions. hee.. after tht.. had lunch in sch with hui qi, then left for tuition.

Finished tuition at 3.30.. then head to Brian's place.. went his house to look for some church scores.. in the end... was kinda fed up with my sis friend lah... don't give me respect at all! don't talk about it. anyway.. while brian and i were looking for the responsorial palsm (think i spelled wrongly ba) at first... Brian was the only one who is looking for the score.... he took a book for me to search for it too, then when he passed me the book, something jumped out..but i dind't realise it... but after lookingaounrd.. i saw this black black thing on my shirt.. i shan't say where lah... then i faster brush it down! to my horror, it's a lizard!!! ahhh!!! black lizard!!! kaoz.. i was so shocked.. then brian laugh laugh laugh (brian.. u... GOOD!) after tht i also joined in the laughter lah.. hehehe.. then at his place.. there's this attention seeker... tht one also kinda funny.. he's trying to catch my attention (i'm the guest after all) so he kinda get arrogant and stuff lah.. but too bad no one wanna care about him!! hehee.. after tht.. i left at about 5.45pm to meet my mom at Lot 1.. we went to makan.. then i went up to royal sporting house to but my bro's prezzie.. i saw a very nice slipper.... 12.90.. hmmm.. so fansinated... after tht,.. came home..

I will not forget that lizard!! aHhHhhh!!

As much as I want to love, I don’t dare to. As much as I would like to do things, I don’t dare to do… as must as I love to give, I can’t. what’s wrong with me. Don’t ask me, I also don’t know what had got into me. Ytr I had a major breakdown again.. becoz of some ppl and some things.. sigh wht had got into me.. so what I’m fat? I dislike this society… y must they bring down ppl like us? Just becoz we are fat? All mag featured skinny ppl.. things that are suitable for them. Wht about us? How bias and selfish… sigh.. I had been considerating somethings that will affect my life and my faith.. I’ve asked.. but I’m still confused.. I’m getting more and more bad… I don’t know man.. wht am i?? I can’t stop asking and searching… I’m so glad to hear that some of my friends had accepted Christ. This is a great news.. what about me? Wht’s my decision… I’ve been thinking of this ever since last year… sigh…well.. pray for me..that I will make a good decision at the end of the day…

hahaz.! tell me tell me.! how long have i not updated?! well... i tink it's about a month.. had been so busy over projects, school works and tests... sch life.. wht to expect rite.. hehe... hmmm, during that month, my sister's friend asked me to play for her wedding.. gee.. yup, gave it a try loh... lucky now i already got the notes of the wedding march correct le.. slowly work on it ba... hee...

last week end.. went to ting's bdae chatlet... kinda okay lah... quite alot of things happened loh.. but lets not talk about it. hee... that wee, slpt at 2am almost everyday to rush my BMGT report, then found out in tht end that i actually do the wrong report! i'm suppose to do on internal environment.. in the end i go and do all the environment rather than other things.

this week, the thais are in singapore, i hope to have more time to spend with them... miss them so much.. later i will be going to the BBQ with them! haha.. sigh... now i'm watching this stupid show.. so sad,... i'm going to cry... sigh.. y show always like that de.. sighl.. after show and lunch.. will be going to the IT show with sister before i head for BBQ in pasir ris. yup.. hee.. okok.. sorry i think i will update later...