sigh sigh sigh..


everynight.. there's something that i should do... but tonight.. i dare not do it...
its something.. that i do.. and will get a v bad mood swing.. after doing it.. i don't wish to do anything.. it hurts like mad... i jus feel like crying.. and crying...

sigh

dear mr-you-know-who... pls get out of my life and nv come back.... stop giving me attitude.. and start all ur "fuck" and "oi" with me. i'm not a piece of toy for you to play with. neither am i a cab agent for you to come and call for a "cab" and hail whenever u like. look for your gf....

hmm
i don't understand guys...
bah
esp those grown ups...

i'm not a piece of toy la..
pls...
sigh

sigh!!! WHY CAN"T MY PICS GET UPLOADED?!?!?!?!

argh!
whtever

so shall it be lah!

hmmmm....

almost forgot what i wanna blog..

kekeke..

Pan Labyrinth is NICE!

but i've yet to watch "The Queen"

ok... i've got to buy that new earring for my CNY.. my sis good.. go thailand didn't buy for me
hmmmm

ok la,. there are some sad things lah
but i don't think i wanna blog la... forget.... its jus karma...

it used to be how i treat him... its now.. how he treats me....

he used to tell me say what our friend think....

now i hear what my friend tell me about us... both story is opp. =x so its karma!!
=x

i am not good..... not in a good shape..

1) getting more and more listless
2) the other day i kinda sprain my leg? but becos of work.. wore heels... and it hurts even more.. no one knows how hurtful it is when my feet leaves the shoes.. and touch the ground...
3) my throat? it had never been better.. it hurt hurt hurts!!!

sigh
and there's this childish friend of mine.. who wanna say and differentiate the difference btw ppl working in shenton way and orchard.... faintss... and he's 30 yrs old... can someone proof me wrong? the older u get the more silly u get too? MUAHAHAHHA "shenton way ppl are more 'polite and prim'? and orchard ppl are cool"?! and the worse came when he said "since when do u see ppl at shenton way on sunday. its so dead.. jus like ppl working there" OH MAN!!! i don't think he;s thinking lah.. i swear i didn't reply lah waste my time.... orchard got shopping centre lah! and what has shenton way? party world KTV? MUAHAHAHahahhaa
ok lah

quick pray that i get sick tml

sigh
this qns has always been in my mind... but it comes and goes... now it had came back.. and my ans is still the same.. it's me... it's me... sigh

now there's another qns... i'm not sure what i chose was right... i'm waivering again... i'm quite fearful... should i or shouldn't i.. sigh
i'm always lost... sigh
what should i do?

i dunnoe what to do laaa

scream...

who will be there for me?>

hmmm.. i should stand independent!!!

sighhh
where are friends???
do i have them?
where are u?
where are u when i need you?

why am i try to be there when u can't be bothered
ahhh.. this is something btw men and women again?
sigh

can i fall sick pls?pls pls pls?

kekeke.... forgot when was my last i didn't even bother to go and see before coming here to post again

ytr went for NTU talk.. i think i can forget about going NTU.... well well... went for shopping.. but the 3 of us who went out, clarice, celine and me were too too too tired.. so a lil grumpy along the way? they didn't buy much... but i did =x oopsy... got myself.. a nike sports bra, nike track pants, reebok top... then went back to malaysia.. since my cousin is driving me up... =p

well... supper before we go back... today morning, go to granny's place then out... =) and what's for breakfast? oreo cheese cake!! =x see la.. go my granny's place is like that one... eat and eat and eat... then went out again... to Tesco... lalalla.. nth to buy leh.. but i got Dunkin' Donut! =x and also the last piece of clothes for my CNY.. which is a pants from giordano.. so stupid rite... faintss.. end up its from Giordano.. kee.. had fish and chips from the manhanttan fish house (is it spelled this way)?

faints lah! 4 person eat.. total only what? RM62 and it's like... S$30 only lah!

then went back to granny's house to eat more and came back =p

weee...
melidna finished her NAPFA!!!
not really finished la...
cos i didn't take 2.4 run.. u know why? cos its RAINING!!! =x

but its ok.. overall i'm quite suprised and kinda happy with the results... sit and reach i think is 37 ba? then i did 30 sit ups? erm... 15 incline chin up? and... i broke my standing board jump record!! its 130cm! weee!! though its still a fail rate la.. but its worth to be proud of la... normally only 110+++ ekekekek!

hmmm.. that's all for today ba...
past few days were kinda... cos got to know my interim report is like a low B? even Mr. Lee is asking me what's happening that i fail to perform... why?! sigh... i'm concerned.. how to go uni... sigh... melinda is like.. not smart enough ba....

well.. the down period is over...
its over its over

who made me happy? celine and gang.. thanks...
thanks for whoever who lent me ur listening ear... esp mervin.. gonna handle his GF and me.. =)
thanks thanks!

hmmm...

i suddenly wonder.. for certain topic... why i'm doing certain thing... when... i dunnoe if ppl will appreciate... sigh... its gonna quite a big scarific...

can anyone wake me up... and ask me what i'm doing? i'm like being brain-ed washed. sighie...

alright... i went balcony... and service was really lousy to the core.. i can't believe it la.. even the ok ok going paige also wanna complain.. so.. i'm not the one who's bad...

sighie...
i'm rather upset now

anyway... i am v keen for Uni... i can do it.. i'm sure...
jus gonna pray hard that i could be in.....
hmmm... i got my extension in GIC approved... but.. the final approval will only comes from the director.....

bah

hmmm i think i kinda can join fear factor liao

=x

i had something jsu now... =x.. and that is.. CHICKEN's HEART!!!!

-SCREAMS-!!!!

=x

yes... i had that....

what a sinful night la.. went to gym.. then after that went buffet... crap..

MELINDA!!! ur gym doesn't help.. u are eating more than what ur gym can help!!!
sigh

Happy new yr!!!! though this came a lil late... but.. hope you all don't mind la (in the first place, who reads my blog??)

it was a LONG LONG LONG LONG hols!

on the 29th... i went out till 4am... wooOO! though it was a quiet quiet supper session.. but we enjoyed whtever that's on the tv (that's the thing that stop us from talking)

30th? hmmm... i only woke up at 11am... went out to meet Mrs Ong for lunch at suki sushi... tskie! nice talk with her... and of course.. we had lotsa good food!!! sashimi.... sushi.. and lots and lots of sashimi... spent like... 2 hours there? then out with my babes! (=x not mine laa) celine and ching! hadfun shopping with them... finally get to shop with ching again lah! =x that was till about 9.30... head home, changed went partying!!! weee!

31th? i stayed home! good gal rite?

1st?! i went for ms yet's bdae!!!! i did something childish la.. i lied to her that i am not going.. but the fact was, i am going =x lalal.. that i ended up reaching home at about 1am?

2nd? hmmm... went for shopping with sister then went K box with kelven, jean and his friend...

muahhahaha.. that's the end of my 4 days.... but i'm sure that that's the best 4 days of my life! i mean.. its the best break i ever had!

kekeek!

i'm ending it here no one read too.. i'm having a headach =)