Sunday, September 26, 2004

hmm.. back today.. eating my mooncake.. with a better mood to update... apologies to my previous entry... hehehe... yesterday... wasn't feeling well in the morning... was facin e lappy for the whole day helping my friend with her dreamweaver...got better in the late noon... i went out with danny, keith, kenneth, daphne, veronica, daniel and wei xian (dunnoe if i spelled correctly.. did i miss anyone out?!).. met them 18:00h at bugis MRT station... 1/2 an hour before 18:00h, i smsed danny ask him to accompany me to bras there to buy paper.. coz uncle pak fook asked me to buy for the youth's song book.. then he la!don't wanna go.. say tht he don't like to be late.. okie loh.. then i have to buy other days..

i reached at like... 17:50h? no one was there... hahaha i was early.. till 18:00h... no one appear!!! wah! not even tht danny who doesn't like to be late.. sigh.. if i konw tht they are going to be late.. i would have go to bras and get paper first.. sigh! wasted! kenneth, daniel and veron reached first followed by kenneth... and blar blar.. heheheh then we walked towards bencoolen (btw we are heading to khun bun for makan) then kenneth lead us the wrong way.. instead of going toward bugis village.. he walked to breadtalk.. i was full of question mark.. coz i was so sure tht it was over at bugis village tht side.. hahahah! lucky we realise it fast enough tht we turn back..

while walking pass bugis village.. saw Mr Goh... actually.. he saw me.. i didn't see him..t hen he jus waved infront of me.. then human normal reaction is to turn back and see who's tht rite... hahah! then saw tht it's him.. then say hi, bye then continue walking... after like 5 mins.. he smsed!!! DIAO!! hahahaha don't ask about the contents la.. muahahahah! we sat down at khun bun.. ordered food.... talk talk talk... keep yakking and yakking... hahahahah! after makan finish.. we went for strudel.. sigh! stupid melinda.. first time eat strudel.. hahah! don't laugh at me okie.! hahahahah.. in my memory.. it seemed as if i've been eating non-stop yesterday since 7pm till 9pm.. hahahahaha! but dunnoe whether got tht powerful anot la... heheheh! reached home at around 10pm... did my stuff and jus layed flat at my bed.. and there i go.. slping!!!!

woke up today at 7 am.. not well again.. didn't go chruch..stayed @ home... study abit of stats... arranged my pic album.. FINALLY! i've been wanting to do so ever since when? last yr.. before my O levels!hahahahha... jus now boy boy played with his stress ball with a table tennis racket(dunoe wht you call it la) then knock on the cup and the whole thing fell.. sigh.. then i have to clear up... o i sound like a maid?! muahahahahah! then now.. waiting for 20:00h to come.. then i'm meeting my friend to help her to do something as well as to makan my dinner.. mama went sheng siong with boy boy.. hehehe...

one weird thing happened jus now.. wahile watching TV jus now.. (zheng qing) my door bell rang.. so i answered the door.. it was my neighbour.. she wanna borrow wine opener.. after i close the door.. i jus cry like mad.. i didn't even realise tht i'm crying loh! till i sit down at the sofa... how stupid rite... i also dunnoe wht happened.. jus like tht cry and cry and cry...! wht's with me?! aiyo! but one thing i'm sure.. it's not becoz of zhn qing i cry loh.. today zhen qing not touching one hor.!

Friday, September 24, 2004

here i am.. updating my blog.. eating my my only meal for today, Mac, at BP plaza.. had been real busy for the past week... today too.. in da morning.. wel to mr goh's pace for lesson.. as usual la... today's was kinda tense.. i'm feeling kinda low coz mr goh expected me to be of better musician.. i think he's jus disappointed at me.... sigh!!! did alot of sightreading today i sucks at tht man! buay tahan.. hhehehehe then he was laughing at the way i play my music.. aiyo!.. i damn pai seh loh.. hahahah! after tht... hailed a cab and go sch for LMS... wah seh..boring LMS.... hahahha!

these few days had been so damn busy and stress for me.. alot of things happened.. none are pleasent.. i had all my projects to clear... test to take! argh! but it's all OVER.. no point mentioning rite... sigh!!! i'm getting sick of all these... almost brok down.. even to writing this blog.. i wanna cry.. i wanna cry le loh... i can't stand it le.. too much! sigh.. i don't think i have much to update.. coz i'm really veyr stressed up over here.. i wanna cry... i jus can't take away my stress! enough is enough.. y am i like this?! when have i became like this? why?! God... is this your purpose for me?! i wanna give up.. though i know tht you won't let me carry things tht i can't carry.. but can you stop this.. i really getting sick of it.. at times.. i hope tht he would call on my to join him!! i'm sick!! what is this.. i'm relaly getting pessimistic about myself.. aiya..! i don't care le... i update other days ba.. sorry guys.. so long didn't update le.. once i update also like this.. really very sorry... really.. alot of things had happened... tht i can't handle them... sorry

Friday, September 17, 2004

time to update! muahahahah! didn't update for days le... this week had been a busy week for me.. full of projects and presentation... monday was a kinda sianz day la... heheheh! then tues... hmm... tues got MIEC tutorial... wasn't paying much attention lately.. sigh..i'm dying le why like this... then in the night.. went out with keave... meet up for awhile only la... then came back. wed.. also sianz day!! aiya.. to cut things short.. everyday is a boring day.... heheheheheh! stressed over projects after projects after projects.. next week still got test... how i wish i can give up statistics.. i really understand nothing of it loh.. wanna cry man... sigh.. these few days.. my sms partner went overseas for business... then i so sianz.. every morning no one is there to make me laugh le.. heheheheheh! today.. (friday) had LMS role play.. heheheh.. after all the groups have finish their role play... suddenly the glass from the window jus drop.. and tht window is jus right behind me loh!!!! goodness.. i got a fright in my life loh... scary.. lucky it fell backwards.. not towards my direction *heng* if not.. i will be in the hospital le... not here updating my blog.. after LMS.. came hm.. skipped dance sports... bad gal rite... the clar and stuffs are jus tooooo heavy for me le la... don't wanna carry le! sick of it! oh.. today morning went for music lessons... so hapy.... i learnt ALOT!! really loh... damn pai seh when HE asked something tht i don't understand and tht something is wht i'm suspose to know before hand.. was given 2 pieces to study.. one of them have to play i think.. i forgot.. then monday i will go back to HIM coz i needa go and collect something.. then i think he expect me to ask him some qns ba.! goodness! i really dunnoe wht to ask loh.. i'm S-T-U-P-I-D!! kaoz..! later still have got to teach tution at BB west ave 2.. actually don't know where de.. but got on good taxi driver told me where tht place is. sigh.. i don't wanna teach.. i wanna quit.. but not very nice rite... when i promised to take up this assessment then say dun wan... sigh... but i'm jus plain T-I-R-E-D! i'm sick of my life... sick of myself.. i don't know what i'm thinking! so damn confused loh... whtever la...! hope my sms partner comes back soon....=)

a boring update rite.. iknow... well.. i try to keep constant update....

Monday, September 13, 2004

hope this one can be published.... okie.. didn't update for days le.. let me start from.. hmm.... friday!

Friday.. i was late for LMS.. coz i'm printing out my script... and guess wht?! LMS is only ½ hr tht day loh hehe. my grp stayed back to discuss about our script.. tht day i was giddy for the whole entire day. i do not know why. almost fell while climbing up the stairs.. all of the gals in my class skipped dance except for me. wah! dance lesson was damn fun okie! hehehe fri is a day of laughter for me loh! laugh none stop de. buay tahan... then went home...

Sat! wakie at 8.45am.. played piano as usual.. gotta teach tution... so prepare my stuff.. i forgot tht tution is at 10:30h.. and i tot tht it's 11:00! hahahha but i'm still early la.! from my place only take 15 mins to go (if i take LRT la). gave 2 hours of tution.. (told the mom tht the lowest i can give is $80) then i left for mentoring at 13:00h, met celine they all on bus.. then reached at around 13:45h.. super early.. then we slowly walk.. while walking.. we find it so weird tht we didn't see any mentees... then at 14:00.. it's still the 4 of us sitting at the canteen.. we felt tht somethign is amiss... we called one of mentoring senior.. and discovered tht there's not mentoring today! argh!.. nvm.. all of us are hungry.. then we went to clementi hawker to makan... *yum yum* really nice... hehehe! after tht.. i went to grace's place... sit sit awhile... then we head to Siglap for mudpie.. i dunnoe if my taste bud got problem loh.. but the food servivce there SUCKS! not nice AT ALL! the mudpie ar... sigh! worst i've ever ate.. i tot tht paragon is the worst CC... now i know, siglap one is worst! after having mudpie.. both of us too a cab down for cell! when we reached.. we were the only 2.. pearl lynn reached shortly after... then came kevin.. and knew wht he told us?! he forgot to bring the key.. wah! how cool! nvm.. wait for uncle pak fook.. only got into the room at 19:45h started cell at 20:00h.. it's the start of new 'system' great tht everything turns out fine! i'm very very glad yesterday... pearl lynn seldom talk to us one... as in those from eng. cong one la! then it's like.. i kinda shy de mah.. seldom talk.. new in church also. but she opened up her problems to me yesterday! shocked! so so so so glad.. hehehe after cell came hm.. reached hm at 00:00h slpt at 02:00h *missing someone*

Sunday: which is today! i woke up at 07:30h.. started perparing my clothes and start changing before everyone crowd at the toilets... we went for my grandaunt's funeral.. hill ceremony today... left hm at about 08:05h. reached... there at about 09:15h... the whole ceremony is very long.. i have to say... i prefer the christian way.. but my mom's side all 'bai bai' one... simple funeral i have to say.. my brother got a culture shock! it was the first time tht he go for this kinda funeral.. then didn't know anything before hand.. hehehehe! after the whole thing.. took a ride from my cousin to sch (to do OB project) sigh.. totally no mood to do (coz something happened) but tried mybest... me and aisah down there crap..! hahahaha! i was the last to reach and first to leave today.. was very pai seh.. but then i really got no mood.. reached home.. i was like.. in a daze... cried... (don't ask me why. those who know why knows). watched TV.. trying to distract myself. well.. i really dunnoe wht going to happen.. but whtever the case is. i hope tht i can take things easily (the consequences of always talkng things so seriously) hehehe! tht marks the end of my day!

hehe.. tml got OB project presentation.. and it's 00:30 le sigh.. lucky tml lesson is at 11:00... i really really hope all is well for me... *sob*

Friday, September 10, 2004

sianz.. yesterday had my Ocom test.. it was kinda sucky.. hate le loh.. heheheheh! anyway.. tht's over.. yesterday stayed at home will it's time for me to go sch... heheh after tht.. my friend came to sch to drive me out... we went to pasir ris.. wah.. far rite.. muahahahhah! went to the fisherman's village there... but too bad.. was feeling good yesterday.. then didn't makan loh.. only go there for a drink.. talk talk.. then he drove me back home.. sigh.. tht's my day yesterday! boring day right?! hehehe sigh..

came back home at around 21:00h... pondering over alot of things.. about what's my purpose of my life.. is what i'm thinking now = to what i want? what is this? confusion.. sadness.. and all emotion was jus going through me.. like no body's business. i'm sad.. jus sad... watched TV.. daze around... till i really got bored.. i sat in the corner of my room, (my comfy area) with my radio tuned to m'sia hitz fm... i began reading my book.. the purpose driven life book.. this book was presented to me by my God-mother on my birthday.. well.. ididn't read it.. we are using it for Cell group.. so i started reading yesterday... while reading.. more things flow into my mind.. about my purpose in live.. about what i'm pondering about.. i'm jus thinking.. where is God? have i been thinking of God when i'm doing all these tht i'm doing.. have i wondered.. is this all his purpose... it's God's plan that i'm here.. i'm not here by accident.. God already has us in his mind even before he create this universe for us. but still.. i ponder.. the more i read.. the more i feel like crying... what's his purpose for me.. without knowing his purpose... we are jus going aimlessly... our lifes had been driven by so many things... but... when asking.. of the many thigns that drives our life, which of those are God's purpose? honestly speaking... i do not know. i'm trying to find an answer to what is God's purpose for me? am i plain stupid not to know wht's His purpose for me? but i understood one thing yesterday.. it really hit me damn hard... i read in the book:

' i have carried you since you were borned; I have taken care of you from your birth. Even when you are old, I will still be the same. Even when you hair turns grey. I will take care of you. I made you and will take care of you'

now, there's something tht's really there forever... which is this love that god has for us. but we often take it for granted. why?! even me?! i do i choose to ponder and make myself sad about loves for others and love for myself? why is my faith this little? i took him for granted... my fascinations distanced me from God.. argh! why? why?! love love love love! what's tht?! can i be borned with no feelings?! I'm pleased to be assure of God's love in this book.. really... but... but... argh! there's jus alot of buts. i hope.. and i pray that i won't be hurt again... i'm really afraid.. what i tough person i might seemed to be. but wht's inside is jus a small fragile heart that can be smashed into many broken pieces anytime. i wanna cry.. really... who can make me cry? cry and will feel better.... sometimes.. i jus hope to be close in one area.. where it's only me.. me and me.. no contact with others.. no hurts. one question remain in my mind, ' God, what is your purpose for me? Hint me, Tell me.. i don't wanna be walking along... grab my hand and never let go,'

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

i'm back! hehe... okie.. typed a long blog on sunday night... but it was published unsuccessfully! and i'm damn pissed..! nvm la... anyway..nothing interesting.. lets start from sunday... wakie early in da morning for church... before going to church.. met my classmates at bedok MRT station.. coz they are going to windsurfing.. and are meeting at 8.30 at bedok MRT... i'll be there at tht time.. so meet them for awhile loh.. who knows.. when i reach.. no one was there... except for wan ching.. she took the same train as me..! wah.. so i jus stand there with wan ching and her friend lorraine... when i was about to leave... at 08:45h.. aaron, jian hua, jun wen and choon jus reach!! wah they are suspose to start at 9am leh! they steady. heard tht the last to come isjian wen.. he stayed the nearest and was the latest! haiyo!!! naughty! hehehe.. so i left for church... youths are suspose to sing.. but due to some reason... they didn't.. partly is coz i'm not singing.. and andris throat was unwell... then she still got squash competition in the noon... she left after bible class... didn't accompany me for lunch.. anyway... service ended late... so did bible class... by the time we finish.. it's 13:00h... was raining so asked aunty lay hong to take away food for us.. heheheh! choir is suspose to start at 13:30h.. but end up starting at 14:30... whose fault again?! shunwen la.!mmuaahahaha so later then come in! after choir went town to do soemthing.. then met up with my classmates to cel liyu's bdae.. bought her a bag.... heheeh! she love it alot.. i'm glad.. then reached hm at 22:00h... pia OB hmwk.. hehehehe happy day for me.. HE agreed to help me with music studies.. though it's only for awhile.. i also happy la.. hope tht he can find more time for me loh.. muahahahahahah! i'm not in love ok! hahaha but really. i'm really happy.. i feel really glad to work with him.. had a long chat with him over da phone... discussing on how we are going to go about with the lessons.. blar blar.. hehehe looking forward to next friday... *pray for me okie?!*

monday: wakie at 9.. played piano.. prepare and left for sch.. did project and had lunch.. heheheheh! we prepared surprise for liyu... she tot tht we had already cel her bdae on sunday.. but she's unaware that we have other plans.. heheheh! we bought her a cake! and durin OB tutorial.. we present it to her.. she was so touch tht she cried... sigh... hush hush... hehehe... she's very happy.. so are we!! hehehehehe we made one person's day! heheheheheheh.. went to teach tution after tht.. then went to CCK MRT to meet wei wei to get some books.. then to brian's place to get my clar... then.. take cabby home! sigh.. tell the uncle i wanna go Gangsa road.. he heard senja.. still dare to charge me for his mistakes leh! hehehehe came hm... do MIEC.. then slp...

today: yay! brand new day wakie at 6.45 very early.. even before my alarm clock rings.. heheheh! did my things very fast too.. all dressed and ready for sch aby 7.15am.. then as usual.. piano.. is my lifestyle really tht boring? well.. i like it though hehehe. went sch for MIEC tutorial... kinda ok. aren't paying attention today.. first time. damn blur loh.. nvm la. try my best. then stats lect... as usual.. mrs lang is VERY funny.. hahahah! after tht wanna go home one.. wanna pon OB.. but in the end didn't.. story very long ah.. ask me personally la.. lazy to type.. heheheh then stayed for OB.. but i'm not listening.. am studying my OBcom.. hahahahah! bad rite.. heheh at least better than spacing out and wasting my time. then came hm.. first thing... kanna called by my mother to sort some things.. then.. as usual.. switch on com.. check my stats hmwk (coz i know got alot) by the time... 18:00h le.. then i went to play piano.. (again?!) muahahahaha. came back.. sent an email to mark zee.. he replied.. signing off as mr mark.. hahah! was laughing my head off it. then i did my stats hmwk for the whole night infront of the tv.. i wasted eletricity.. switch on tv for nothing jus finished my hmwk before coming online.. hehehe! see... so guay.. first time i'm not distracted... hehebut ar..t he hmwk ar.. i must really say loh. the more i do..t he more blur i am!grrr... hehehe okie la.. i go and do my stuff le.. stay tuned okie?! hehehehe tata take care

Saturday, September 04, 2004

changed my blog skin!!! nice? (sigh, i don't think anyone will ans my qns)i think today all the net work are kinda laggy.. hmmm... today.. went sch at 09:30h for MIEC tutorial... got back my LAST common test paper.. kinda of disappointed for some subjects la... MIEC i got 81.5/100 stats i got 68/100 (this is the one tht i'm disappointed at... all those i close eye do one correct... those i think one.. wrong! open book somemore leh!) sigh.. last... CIP 42/50 kinda unexpected to get 42/50 loh... hahaha coz my CIP most lan.. ididn't study.. only read through the book.. but all the qns are common sense la.. didn't read also can get good grades. they gave qns like, 'what are the risk and benefits of communicating online' hahahahah!

today's tutorial was kinda fast... but it lasted for 2hr+.. then i take cab down for my tution.. liew! tht uncle go wrong route.. still charge me.! kns! from my sch to CCK is 9 bucks?! can you believe it?! goodness! argh! nvm loh.. then gave one hour of tution.. then rush down to Clementi for mentoring.. today first time eh... met matthew at the train station. coz i dunnoe how to do.. hehe.. reached at about 13:45h.. sat there with celine, fish and cheryl.. look at those kids.. wah! some like lians loh.. only found one innocent one. hehe we very bad. then my mentee is a P6 EM3 boy... well, i really have to say.. he don't look like one from EM3... he does his work very fast... esp maths... then got no mistakes one loh.! but english kinda weak... can't even deal with P4 de.. but his spoken eng is good. haha talk so long.. so forgot to tell you all this name.. his name is matthew.. hahahah! matthew Koh.. hehehe... we do work.. then talk talk loh.. after tht.. at 16:00h, matthew yeo debrief them.. then they go home.. then us, mentors, stay back for another debrief.. heheheh! kinda fun la...

after tht.. we went back hm.. while walking out the sch.. 184 came.. we chiong ah!!... hahahah! manage to got on the bus.. hehehe! on bus... we are kinda quiet.. coz we are tired... i went to plaza to buy makan..coz haven't eat lunch at tht time.. my stomach can't take it le (it was 16:30h then) then faster walk hm and eat... when i reach hm.. jie jie was getting ready to go m'sia.. in da morning.. she quarell with mama saying no money.. now? go m'sia shop.. i tot she's going to my grandma's place. sigh.. dunnoe wht to say about her.. hehe.. then i watch TV loh.. (zhen qing.. haha i know la.. i out dated.. but i watch it since i'm young.. my grandma rent the tapes... i like it) then do mask... bathe... and after that.. my eyes have been on the com screen till now...

hmmm tml going to church.. youths are singing.. but i'm not.. coz i didn't go for the past 2 week's choir.. so don't wanna go and spoil their song.. hahah! after church got choir... then go town meet ppl... well.. i really have to apologise to my classmates who are looking at this.. i'm really really sorry! i can't join you all for dinner tml! really sorry!... don't get angry okie?! hahah i know they all are not petty de. okie la... update some other times...hehehehe.. running out of things to write le.. hahahahah! =)

Friday, September 03, 2004

geee.. another day had passed... i woke up at 9 today.. dunnoe y so early ar... heheheh switch on com.. play piano... till it's time for me to go sch.. (11:00h) heheheheh! met in sch early to do OBcom tutorial... faith met me in the canteen to pass me ellie's chubby face.. hehehe so cute.. all my friend love it too.. hahah all also wanna buy.. then was taking chubby face all around the campus.. hahahs o pai seh.. when i reached LMS classroom... mrs julie-chan saw it.. took it over and say tht it's very cute.. hahaha! but i'm still very pai seh! she so cute.. hehehe

went for S&W.... it's fun today.. hehehe! danced cha cha again to 'recap' (dunnoe how to spell) then play play.. during break melvin say wanna go korea.. dunnoe if his friend wanna go or somethign like tht. but last min he can't find his friend.. so he actually agree to book the tic.. hahah! he was worried tht his friend don't wanna go.. then qi and jas say wanna go.. heheheh! melvin don't even know tht there's such a thing call changing of name on air tic.. but need to pay more only mah.. hahahah! after break.. start learning salsa... dance ½way.. i said very loud.. 'wah! like robot dancing' coz salsa is not as 'strict' as cha cha.. then the basic steps very easy.. then melvin said,' that's y you all have to turn your hips mah, ok.. i teach you how to turn.. then don't look like robot' hahah! then spend about 15 mins turning our hips... laughing at each other loh. today he release us about 5 mins earlier.. hahah! today then i know tht he's actually only a part time dance.. he works in canon... heheh! he kept laughing at me and hui qi.. buay tahan... then make me blur blur! well.. not like a teacher rite?

came hm after S&W.. actually got go out one. but my friend la... didn't reply me.. even till nowloh... i'm kinda pissed at him la... somemore is he ask me out one leh.. not i ask! sigh. good loh.. not the first time.. 2 fridays ago he also ask me out. then i say ok loh.. ask my mom not to cook le... then he suddenly say can't meet le.. wah! there goes my dinner.. lucky i'm not stupid this time round! ask my mother to buy my share.. if not, i don't even need to makan! think i'm on diet meh.. it's nv once in my dictionary hahaha okie.. tht's all for today... short entry.. heheheheh!

Thursday, September 02, 2004

hmm i'm back to blog *again* hmmm really rotted till i've got fungus growing on me.. didn't go out... was at home... for ONE whole day.. hahahahah! played piano.. learn new piece.. all my old piece are getting suckier... sigh... no practise? lack of practise? whtever! i'm jus afraid.. one dya i wil give up.. then, i will be so damn angry with myself, why didn't i stop from the beginning? why only now?! grr.. alot of feelings is going through me.. i'm going against myself now. i got no control over it... what is this? why has things became like this?! grrrr.... i dunnoe what i'm thinking... i know tht i'm in a very very confused state these few days.

it seemed as if i've been blogging in the afternoon lately ya? hehehe... jus came back from school, today lesson is from 08:00-10:00h... coz OBcom this week is e-Learning.. then got no tutorial.. tht's y early.. hehehe... met alvin at 10:00h to do our LMS project (only during the project, i realise tht alvin got driving license)... hehehe shall not tell you wht's it bout! hmmm! finish at 12:00, so i came hm... actually got OB project to do later in the early noon about 13:00+h at plaza de.. but while i was walking hm.. they say cancel... so there goes my lunch as well, coz i intend to makan at plaza.. =( nvm... am looking for ppl to go makan with me.. hahahah! jus now called mrs goh for the confirmation of the K2 kid i'm going to teach... confirm le.. every friday 18:30-20:00h at BB $80 for 4 lessons okie la.. my friend say it's good le... then tht pri one kid became once a week, coz the mother say she hrtpain for the kid.. coz he kept yawning.. well... nvm loh.. once per week loh.. then $100 for 4 lessons.sigh sigh sigh!...

Had my last piano lesson yesterday.. well, 1hr15mins talk talk talk only 15 mins of playing.. she was like.. 'i bet you cant find other better teacher' sigh.. now i'm damn confused... am i being too harsh, but i already have the thought of leaving this teacher since 3months ago... dunnoe... going to speak to mr yiong on sunday about it loh.. see wht he say... dare not to tell mr goh... he also agree tht i change a teacher.. jus that... alot of thigns have yet to be confirm.. i dunnoe wht's my next step.. don't tell me i'll go teacherless. well.. i dunnoe.... okie ba.... i update maybe later or something.. i go and look for makan le... cya..~

mood for now: calm

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

*full* hehehe just had my lunch... LJS... didn't get to blog yesterday.. reached home at 11pm... yesterday i wakie at 6.08am to get ready to go back for AES... tot i would be late.. but who knows tht other ppl are later than me. alot of things happened yesterday... hehehe... of coz alot of thigns happened everyday.. heheheheh! erm.. i shall not go into those bad things la... after school, i went to beauty world with shirley and ting.. went to eat mac.. coz we are sweating like the 3 little pigs then wanna go to air con place to makan... hehehe.. after makaning.. went to trim eyebrow.. hahahah see! 2 vein gals went to trim eyebrow. hmm.. very nice leh... (as if i first time go and trim like tht ... hahah) i love my eye brow now. but it's like.. my eyebrow had always been very Light (in color) then trim le, draw le then nice, but too bad, melinda dont like to draw eye brow de. muahah..

after tht.. waited for ting's dad to come and fetch us to westmall... then ting recognised the wrong car... hahah! almost board it.. was so funny, both shirley and i laughed damn hard. reach westmall at about 1315h, then shirley left for sch.. we went to singtel shop and M1. coz thing wanna buy phone. but both the shop don't have ting's E700A red color one... but very ex leh. singtel, with plan, $668. her dad dont' wanna buy for her le.. changed mind..t hen she not happy.. coz before tht she let her dad use the 500 singtel voucher, coz her dad say tht he will buy her one phone. hehehe... then shirley called at 1400h asking me how to go to SP from westmall, i was like damn surprise tht she was still at BB.. then she told me tht the train she wanna take had stopped.. coz there is one person who jump down the track.. (sigh, i don't understand this life is already so short... y do they wanna jump? there are so many ppl now fighting to live, and yet they don't teasure it. sigh.... )

so, Ting didn't buy anything at westmall. told her tht town got samsung road show, so we went down, instead, we found a better bargain.. the red one costing $468... she bought loh.. then changed no. hehehe... she was so happy... then her dad brought us t Paragon to makan.. jap cusine... okie la... but ex loh. hahaha.. then walk walk then time for me to go and teach tuition. well.. let's not talk about the tution man... kinda ok la.. tht's all i can say. coz i'm also tired the whole day. after tution walked to brian's place to pick up my notes and chat for awhile (as usual). took a cab home and reached hm at around 2230h. settle down.. and slpt at 0000h.. today wakie at 6.30am.. sigh... went sch for stats tutorial.. and here i am! at home updating my blog.. heheheheh! going back to school later at around 2pm for MIEC lecture... sianz leh... tuner coming at 5pm later.. won't be home tht early... but lucky brian can help me... *thankie* so i don't have to worry.. hehehehheeh! okie.. i shall go and play piano le... it's my last piano lesson today before i go independent... =( talking about this... i wanna cry le... not becoz i'm leaving tht teacher but becoz i won't be having another teacher till next month... if tht 'person' lie to me.. then i will not have piano lessons for a PERIOD of time... sigh... go play piano le... seeya!