i jus read a friend's blog....

and i think
i know what he's saying
and this... i'm v certain..
becos of a give away sentence....

hmmm
i wanted to know what happen too.. but i guess i shan't ask.. cos i know it will not be answered.... i'm not the first to turn to.. perhaps the last to turn to.... so be it then....

got used to disappointments.. hahahha
bleah

i'm super full.. went to asia hotel for makan...
super uber full
full till i can slp here now instantly!
ahhhhhhhhhh

next monday is such a lazy day... and.. i'm on half day on fri
=)

what a morning.. wake up to realise that my nose is bleeding..
SIGH
sickening..

i'm rather unhappy...
quite unhappy..
i dunnoe why
why don't time pass a lil faster

i'm scare of so many things

how many ppl knoe my fears or my unhappiness? none i guess.....

since so long ago.. i kept things in me...
it seems like no one can share it with me...
sigh.. so be it

boo boo!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE!

today is the 7th day of CNY.. its ren ri..!

this yr's CNY was the most happening one for me... it started off from the 16th Feb... when we cel Glenda's bdae... till today.... getting more and more nights out. feeling more and more lethagic. bleah!

haha.. and.. its the first time i wakie at 2pm... when i slp at 4.30 in the morning....

but i'm still not in a good condi... sigh... dunnoe why.. i don't exactly feel v well these few days.. been waking up jus to throw up... today when i wakie... i have a strong crave for macdonals.

=x

kekekeke...

anyway.. i feel like going out.. but i'm so lazy and tired laaa!

hmmmmmmm

madded..

and i finally can upload pics le... some some outdated pics...

went the manhantten fish market with both my cousins.. kekeke. my cutie pie...

haha.. i've nv seen brian as "crazy" as that.

the last post can be ignored.. melinda's talking rubbish
sighie

when will love comes from melinda?

anyway.. even before love comes.. there are more things in my mind
i'm officially sick of going to work... wrong.. correction... i'm officially sick of seeing someone
other than that.. i'm happy at work! wee!
=x

oopsy
too straight forward? haaaaaaaaaaa

anyway.. melinda gonna be very very busy this week
which is also something that she hates.
bah!
*roar*

melinda is sianz lah
rabbit yr really is a bad yr meh?

is melinda that bad?

why is someone worse than melinda.
i don't believe that i cannot make it. but i believe that she cmi. not becos i say so and not cos i'm arrogant. but cos other ppl say so too..

sigh...

i like the way you hold me closely to your side..

i like the way u whisper into your ears...

i have selective listening, u can only hear it when u tell me that u miss/ love me

i like it when we stare into each other's eyes without saying anything

i love the kisses we exchange...

you are the only one who thinks that i'm hot.... (dunnoe u are lying or what)

but i have to let go......


SIGH

another BBQ coming up.. sianz
sucks...
continuous 2 weeks of BBQ
VERY SIAN AH!

i've got lots in my mind to say actually.. but dunnoe where to start with....

been thinking a lil today
why do i seem like the last in the queue for certains things? why is it so unfair?
do i always get to see u? no....
do they always see you? well.. more than i do i guess
it is so hard to talk to me? perhaps so
why? i dunnoe why
i feel like crying.. but a lil useless.. if its in the past.. i'd cry... but i've grown... with the same hrt.. the same melinda.....

i jus wish i have a lil more.... maybe u are like him... too much friends, too much activities, too much dates, too busy... one day.. its jus your turn to ignore me...

sigh
today is a rotten day
totally rotten...
went office to see a neat table un-neat.....
to have ppl called me "mo mo ren"
and not to have my KFC
aiya.. nv have KFC also good
i'm feeling so damn fat
so be it
i dont think i can fit my CNY clothes now
=x

argh argh argh!! i am not able to upload my pics... ='(

sad sad..

anyway....

brian's bdae is over!!! todya is also the submission of my report... and i'm officially out of ngee ann! =x and of course ... my funiture is coming!

*let a big sigh*

right... the past week.. i was v v v blur.. i actually told brian that we are going for a BBQ on his bdae? when i was telling everyone to keep it as a secret? man! damn lah!

knowing that i will go mad with my report... i got all the food and such ready... =)
am glad that he enjoyed himself throughout the night.. its was his day.. keke

everything pass with jus a blink ah.... ppl grow up... i've come to the end of my poly journey... CNY is coming.. and the next thing we'd know? Xmas is here!
okok.. i'm going mad.. i'm already thinking of Xmas.. =)

today super suay... i woke up damn early... like what? 9.30? considered early for a non-working day la.... while washing face.. i smell blood.. wondered why... when i look into the mirror.. i saw blood coming out of my nosey!! =x eew! so that went for for like... 30 mins or more... it jus bleed and bleed... first time like that.. i got a shock..

and now... i'm having a biggggg headach.. bah!! what a day for leave... haaa... maybe jus now when i nose bleed i should already go and see doc liao.. then get MC instead of leave. =x