Happy Chinese New Year to all!! gee.. waiting for my hair to dry while blogging. it's the 2nd day of CNY.. and i've finished all my visiting.. and for the first time of my CNY.. i've not touched all the ang bows i've collected, jus take, and put in my bag... STILL in my bag.. untouched. not at all excited for it.. wht's happening man.. all the festive periods seems to be so bored for me since xmas.

went back on the 30th night of lunar calendar (28th) for reunion dinner.. wasn't a good one. quite a nasty sight. however.. i'm saved.. was helping my uncle with his new com the whole day. This yr, we have got no fire cracker nor fireworks.. boo hoo! the police are getting really strict on it.. so, yea.. we are good citizen. and weee! there's a new shopping mall in JB it's pelangi indah's JUSCO! damn fantastic.. SEA's biggest shopping mall.. wht u want.. u get it there! topshop, esprit, primavera, nafnaf, dorothy perkins. quitsilver(however u spell it) so on.. 1st day of new yr.. came back to singapore for mother's side visiting.. this yr, only redhill and tampines.. no need to go to boon lay.. weet! if not have to take train from boonlay to tampines.. will die woh! hehehe.. there's one yr they did that.. and i skipped the tampines one and went home =x after tampines' visting, went back to m'sia.. rot again... so decided to go to JUSCO with my godma! she got so tempted by my braun that she wanted to buy one.. but she didn't set her eyes on one.. in the end, bought a bonia one... had been slping real early... about 12plus everyday.. i think only at my grandma's place.. i can really pig.. and wakie at 11+ when i slp that early. =x heheh! i had a v bad signus(however u spell that again) on the 28th and 29th and a stupid headach ont he 29th and 30th. boo!

and today, being the 2nd day.. i've got nothing to do... sis and i came back home, i was darn lazy to go out.. went out in the end.. figured out that i would be thinking alot at home... been thinking alot these few days lah.. did had fun... i'm jealoused over some small lil things. maybe, i'm jus not meant to be treated good lah. why is everyone so excited about the coming of some occasion, and while mine comes... no one seems to care. it's ok... as long as they are happy.. i would be happy... all i wanna see is the big big smile on them. that's wht it matters most. not how i feel. the hurt and sadness will flow always eventually.

han han.. where are you?! when are u off in feb.. i wanna meet u... it seemed so long since we last chatted. though we saw it other in office sometime ago.. we also didn't talk... sad sad.

BAH! wht a day today... nothing much went on.. except for 2 things in particular bah. 1 is... i cannot say.. i can say... i am not bothered about it.. but it's inevitable for me to think about it once in and while and get hurt for a moment.. this kinda things has been going on since primary sch... since secondary sch... now in poly? i alr expected this to happen long ago. i think my friend asked me jus now where my self confidence.. for a gal who went past all these for years.. where should be confidence for this kinda matter be?! underneath the carpet.

next.. ish.. work! hahahz.. office was pack with staff.. coz today got like 36 coaches to release. i was assigned to be in the office.. but my work performance was really bad today.. i keep making mistake.. WAKE UP LAH! argh.. quite angry with myself.. but lucky there's alot of thigns to do.. that i totally forgot about everything.. but only feel the tiredness in me.

i'm such a pig.. i jus ate 3 otah and 1 shui jing bao.. aiya... fat hippo mah! and oh yar.. today i got an ang bow from someone leh... so honoured -giggles- from mdm teo loh... gave me angbow..

i need some assurance.. who would give that to me? nvm.. to me.. i'll nv be good. no one reads this blog anyway... doesn't make a diff if i type it here or not... it's dead..

-eyes pain pain-

BAH!! my "off" day today.. wht i did? though had a noon nap ytr.. i still slp at normal time ytr.. too tired le bah, woke up today, went online.. and han han told me that mama, glenda and her meeting.. so well.. i met them! at bishan.. after awhile.. went to citilink.. they went to buy shoes.. i was tempted but... REN! don't wanna spend money le.. had thai express... phat thai.. but darn oily... after they go for work. i met up with sar.. shopped around she went ot buy a jacket from Skin... von dutch de.. quite cheap leh.. before sales was 162.. after was 106.. consider the brand.. but.. their plastic bag didn't impress us.. =x sar said that too! heee watched memoirs... ok lah.. really, storybook better... i was expecting the show to end at 7.. coz i wastched the 5pm de.. who know it's 2 hrs odd... then i was of course late for meeting danny liao loh.. then there he goes... BAH! ended up meeting at PS instead of causeway point... hahaha! sar left me before i met danny, it's always this weird.. when i shop alone.. i will but something de.. and of course. i did, but not for me de... it's for other ppl.. like i say.. i'm KS.

bah!! moodless for cny..

had FIT presentation today... must say.. it was quite a disappointment.. but i'm happy about it too. teacher gave her evaluation on the spot. she said i could have gotten an high A for the presentation, however i kept looking down... hahh.. if forgot to watch myself! damn it! hahahz.. becoz of that.. she tot i was looking at some material or script.. which i didn't, but i made it clear to her already lah.. and she knew... and she said that i started off well.. weet! lalallala.! it's ok not to have high A... but i've got to rememebr to watch myself!! phew.. i tot i would screw the presentation. didn't prepare as much as i did for CM.. not that nervous as well!

hee.. and today, i finally finish my cross stitch.. yay! 3 days of work.. but only spent a few pathetic hours on it for each day.. due to project and stuff... i must say.. it's.. PRETTTYYYY!!! i love it.. lalala.! after 3 days of stitching and pain fingers... (hahahz. it's pain coz the string is thick and the hole is darn small.. back stitching was made difficult!) i'm quite KS leh... there's something that is due next weekend.. but i finish doing 50% of it le.. bleah..

i'm looking forward to hard rock cafe... memories are there!!! good and cool memories... man!.... can i have a time machine pls?

went sheng siong with my cousin since she's driving.. bought choc.. i'm going choc mad... stress level increasing.. only choc kinda calm me.. boo! slpt the whole day today... eyes are so pain..

what happened some nights ago is still in my mind... i'm darn hurt by it.. am still hurt by it... it really made me think so much... upon typing this.. i feel the sharp pain in me.. i'm not thinking about that incident in particular... but everything that had happened so far in general. does the fault lies in me? actually.. i'm not smart... everything's by fluke.. i passed exams becoz of fluke.. not becoz i worked hard for it. who do i have with me? the way i watch wht some things are happening.. i don't dare to answer that for myself.. i'm hurt... am i meant to be judged this way? or am i really this way? thanks paige for your encouragements...

i'm running low on self esteem nowadays... i know i will recover soon.. but when? and when i do.. the next will surface.. y am i such a problematic child... y am i so different... am i different in a good or bad sense? pessimistic me.. things are telling me that i'm different in a bad sense.. and yea.. i'm allowing things to affect me.. which is not my doing.. yea... how i wish i'm not alive. how i wish i'm not breathing...

i wanna be a baby.....

You are my sunshine

my only sunshine

you make me happy

when skies are blue

you never know dear

how much i love you

please don't my sunshine away

1 little 2 little 3 little indians...

4 little 5 little 6 little indians...

7 little 8 little 9 little indian...

10 little indian boys!!!

when i was jus a little gal i ask my mother, what would i be?

will i be pretty? will i rich?

guess/that's wht she says to me?

que sera sera... whtever will be, will be...

your future lies (dunnoe wht ) to see...

que sera sera...

bleah! i jus came back from work... hahahz...had been out for the past few days.. once again.. my body alarm is trying to be funny again.. ytr i "slpt" at 1.. but i only offically slp at 3am... dang! and i keep waking up every hour.. every single hour! and stayed awake for like 15 mins before going back to slp.. and wakie before my alarm clock does.. and the surprising thing is.. i'm hyper active in the morning when i wakie.. but super tired in the noon... and hyper again at night... dang!! it's going crazy!! like today.. i finish lesson... early.. so wanted to go and look for my stuffs... went town.. shopped but.. i gave up shopping.. coz i was too slpy. me?! giving up shopping? DIAO!!

today.. i made my second trip to the police station... reached office at 5.40pm, makan till 6.30 then start work... keke... then at 7pm + glenda asked me to check some unattended bag that has been left standing there for days.. and we found a passport inside... after some tots and such.. we turn it to the mata station.i went with wing.. and it's the first time i really talked to her.. quite fun though.. funny.. can't stop laughing on the way there.. kee nothing much lah.. hahaz. dunnoe how to put it all in words.. it's jus.. fun.

Bleh... CM project done... FP done... left FIT, EC and I&E

WTH WTH!! i'm darn frustated.. damn it lah! use ur brain can... stop acting on impulse.. wht u want.. and u jus do it.. do u think this whole world only got u and some ppl?! wtf lah! think about other ppl can.. stop being such a selfish idiot! who do u think u are.. are u giving any respect to anyone?! thank u for giving me some by asking me.. but i'm angry not for myself.. but for the rest of the ppl.. have u tried finding out wht's going on behind the scenes before you open your egoistic mouth to talk?! WHY CAN'T U SPARE A TOT FOR THE REST?! i'm darn angry.. ytr i wasn't this angry.. maybe i was too tired too..! today?! WTF... the tot of me makes me wanna scold u.. rest assure.. if this goes on.. YES>.. i will scold.. RIGHT INFRONT OF YOUR face.. coz i think i have the responsibility to go and care about affair of this group of ppl!

I THINK U ARE ACTING ON IMPULSE. ARSE!

geee.. i'm so tired.. wht do i left with? IS and Ec.. i need a break.. where's my break.. i'm looking forward to weekend.. finally.. it's here! ahhH! though still need to prep for presentation. it's better than doing project.. presentation is the best part of projects. hehe..

my body alarm clock is stuck at 8am once again... how late i slp.. wakie at 8am.. BOOOOoo!

i'm so so so stressed.... i need a break... yes.. i don't look stress.. i know... i am breaking down soon

booo.. :( didn't go sch today... woke up with a terrible headach.. and vomits...still having that headach.. sigh..

haven't been blogging for days.. gee.. nothing much i guess.. hehe.. Booo. ytr i got back one of my paper.. got a shocking grade... nv tot it would be that way... serious..

and i'm loving my braun buffel more and more!!! weeee

tell me tell me which is me... i think both sia... sigh.. all these are from Her World mag.. was happening to be reading it.... read on.. i know it's LONG...

The Sensitive Flower
Their bonkers behavior: These people are so highly sensitive, even the most harmless remark is seen as an attack. They tend to blame others for their short comings and can be very self-righteous, cold and aloof.

Medical diagnosis: "People displaying these traits may be sufferening from paranoid personality disorder (PPD)," says Dr Corrigan. In the UK, it affects three women in every 1k. "someone suffereing from PPD genuinely believes she's unloved and feels victimised by her family," she says. "she can be argumentative, think ppl are nvr being fair to her and always feel like a scapegoat"

How to cope: the onle yway to deal with a PPD sufferer is to be aware of how they respond to situations. says Dr. Corrigan: "by nature, they're suspicious of others, so any tactics such as complimenting them or confiding in them will only make them qns ur moves. "when they're spoiling for an argument, avoid exacerbating the aituation by listening to them and reflecting back to them what they've jus said. Say "i understand you're upset becoz u believe..." this way, you'll make them feel heard, rather than offering an opinion or arguing the point. don't try to be over-friendly or inquisitive"

OR

The Downer
Their Bonkers Behaviour: people in this group are constantly negative and withdrawn andhave low energy and low self-esteem. they can suffer from bad slp patterns and poor appetites, and they find it diff to make a decision

Medical Diagnosis:According to Dr White, these are classic systoms of Dysthymic Disorder, a low-level depression that can last for years. According to the office of national statistics, 11% of the women and 7% of the men in US suffer from depressions. "with their pissmistic view on life, they assume things will go wrong" says Dr White

How to Cope: Coping with dysthymics requires strength and patience. says Dr White: "as they can be prome to depression, it's easy for them to become withdrawn, so encourage them to get active. just a 10-min walk a day helps to blow the cobwebs away. and by pumping blood around the body, it gives them a natural high."

Boost their self-esteem by asking for their advice. It'll make them feel important and valued. HOwever, don't critiscise their behaviour. Instead, make them feel like they're not alone in the world.

Dr White adds: dysthymics needs a daily routine where they go out socially, take up a sport, or just to meet up with you once a week for coffee. You arrange the first week's activities and let them make the plans for the following wwel and so on. this will increas their confidence and make them feel like they have a purpose in life.

-after reading and typing these.. to be frank.. i'm darn afraid..-

i think everyone knows how it feels when u bought soemthing for someone.. and it kind of become a white elephant a month or 2 after u purchase?

one yr ago.. i bought this watch from S.T for my sis for bdae... yea.. coz she wants it.. and now?! the watch is there... having moulds. HOW I FEEL?? HOW I FEEL?? i'm willing to pay any price as long as u like it.. but u don't discard it aside rite.. as if it's really ugly or anything.. u are the one who WANTS it! wht's m0re.. i was jus a pure student who doesn't have any part time one yr ago. i've got to save money to get it.. sigh... nvm.. forget it.

i'm feeling like a fool.. what's happening?! hahaz.. i discover that i'm really really different from other ppl... very different. am i really a fool?!

bah! i dislike the weather now though it's cold. i feel as if i'm staying in genting...

can someone jus give me a lil more care and concern?! sigh. weird.. whr got ppl ask for this kinda things de...

BLEARGH! wht a day! why does NP like do this? test right after public holidays?! it's so sickening! tml i'm hvaing EC.. and dear O me?! wht i did?! forget it.. hahaz let fail tml.. i'm so slack.. i've nv slack more than this before.. sickening! while reading one of the chpt.. i can actually fall aslp loh! i woke up at 11 odd... eat, study.. slpt at 1 odd... boo! i dislike e-commerce.!

sigh... now i finally know how ppl can shower for 1 hour liao... hahahz... eversince i placed my radio in my loo.. haha.. i'm stuck there! hahaz..

BOoo.. i dislike tml

gee.! i went for CM lecture today!. hahahaz surprising?! boo! been slping late and waking up early.. hehe.. anyway.. worked today.. boo! glenda can't stop making fun of me.. and brian couldn't stop laughing at me.. so sad... anyway.. saw my mei mei when i reach office.. hee.. didn't see her for quite sometime liao.. all we did was spring cleaning today! hehe (mei mei.. don't be angry lah..) i managed to clean one fan but brian cleaned like 4? sigh.. failure woman sia.. hahaz.. cannot blame.. that's the dirtiest... while cleaning. i need first aid.. boo! eek! my office got perverts! boo! make me feel so... eek jus now.. hahahz.! lucky i drag someone with me.. geee...

anyway.. at times.. simple things makes me feel darn happy... today... i called han han from the office when i'm kinda free to make phone calls *oops* and know wht she told me?! keke.. she was telling me that she misses me after walking out from the office and to the MRT station... geee... *blush* but thanks.. a simple sentence like this.. makes me feel different.. sometimes ago.. i was meeting peiting for dinner (as always. that's the only time we can meet) knowing that i'm nearing the place.. she smsed something like "actually, i kind of miss you." simple sentence.. but it makes a difference to me.. and also.. a few statements from some of my classmates.. thanks! thanks for being there... i know almost everyday u hear me say the same thing.. blar blar..

each of u mean that much to me.. some of ya.. mean a lil more.. or even alot more...

simple things... assurance... and statement.. can mean so much... so so so much.... my darlings gals always encourage me.. coz i was quite... distance from this group of them.. it makes me feel.. so.. ashame to meet them at times.. but.. they nv fail to tell me that they miss me.. thanks gal.. it's all so weird.. i was in this place for 9 months.. for 9 months... we don't talk... but one fine day.. it all happened in the lift.. i happen to take the same lift as them.. everything happen in that few lil mins...

*mei mei... i really really miss u alot too.. =( that's y i'm always jealoused.. keke -giggles- thinking back.. i also dunnoe y i would become good friends with u.. hahahz.. how did i ended up sitting beside u?! hahahz.. and the funniest memories of us being caught in the rain.. it's all still in my mind. i haven't forget.. the days where u stood by me... encouraging me.. though some words hurts.. but... i know it came from u...

*pei ting... sigh.. too bad she doesn't reads my blog.. anyway... we have a BIG generation gap... i also dunnoe how we became good friends.. it's like that.. i even forgot how i got to know her.. though having generation gaps.. we always yak none stop.. not becoz i'm an auntie hor! hehehe.. but coz.. there's jus so much for us to share... going out with her makes me feel so excited.. thinking of it.. is good enough to brighten up my day...

*leen! hehehe.. and u! hahahz.. nv stop listening to my nonsense.. haha i know at times i get on ur nerves lah.. sry -bows- i try to stop sighing k?! heheheh... thanks for being there...

*to the rest of my gals... thank you sooo much! i know there are times (i think most of the time.) i'm inbearable.. but.. u all bear with it.. i'm so sorry..

boo! mummy is found! but till now.. she's not home yet.. hahahz.. i can't believe i'm blogging for the 3rd time today.. i totally got no mood to do anything today... such a bad day.. was looking through and sorting my pics and folders.. haha.. i know i'm slow.. but i shall present to u... my april HK trip! hehehe.! not much.. but some pics only.. hee



actually these desserts... are from a shop that singapore also has.. but of course.. HK ones are much MUCH better!


oh... this noodles sucks.. hahahz.. no one likes them. see wht jas and qi's reaction.. =) and they did this to the food.. SIGH!!!

man! i'm missing all these delicacy... *drooling* esp the desserts... and the dim sum.. oh man... ahhhh! fly me there!! hahahz. these are part one.. food! hahahz.. others blog other time lah..! hehehe...

panda eyes... bad dreams... bad sleep... this is wht i tot this morning.. wht else could be worse? i tot i jus have to bear with it.. but i'm wrong.. there's something that can be worse... my mom's gone missing.. where is mummy?! she has nv been like this.. she has nv stayed out without telling us... she told my siblings that she would be back late at night ytr... she said her friend treat her to dinner... normally when she stays out.. she will be back in the early morning when we are still asleep... where are you mummy?! i called... i called all her khakis.... all said she wasn't wit them.. i'm losing out of idea... i'm feeling so lost... who's here for me now?! where's mummy?! i miss my mummy.. i'm waiting for it to be 24hrs before we could lodge a report.. i seriously need a shoulder to cry on..

my room almost caught fire.. lucky i went into the room in time... i was out in my sis' room and living room discussing with my sis about my mom and calling her friends... left my table light and lappy on... my sis was doing other things.. so i returned to my room, to only find my table in smoke... straight away i jus switch off that light, took my lappy and ran out of the room.. wht a coward.. my bro has to go back into the room and switch off all my switches for me. -room smells now- then i discovered that the light was too hot that my table's laminates are burning... well.. indication that i should change table..

can any one tell me where's my mom.. i wan my mom... i feel like going into the rain and search for her.. but i don't even know where to find... i can only wait.. wait till evening...

i'm scare.. v scare.. i pray.. that God don't take her away from me so fast.. i dunnoe wht i would do...

not a day of good sleep... thinking of sleeping makes me vex... i haven't been slping well these few days... i rather not sleep. it's really terrible.

miscommunication somewhere? maybe.. maybe someone got my wrong meaning.. i dunnoe how to make it right.. it seems that it doesn't matter.. even if i make it clear.. things will still be this way..

i hate slp.. i dislike slp... can i jus stay awake for one whole day? let me cry...

who is there to lend me a shoulder to cry on?

who would hold my hand and walk down with me? (nvm. i know the ans)

as pessimistic i might seem... in my hrt.. i'm still optimistic about it... i really am...

i guess no one would believe me ever again.. it's ok..

boo! woke up at 11am.. was watching ghost buster on tv while there's this advertisment on disney on ice! boo! it's back again... it brings back my memories... when i was young.. i never miss any of the disney on ice performance.. no matter how busy my dad is.. he will arrange for us kids to go.. even if he's really busy.. he will ask mom to bring us there... there was once.. it was held in kallang.. i will not forget that time... my bro cried like nobody's business... maybe it's too loud or something.. he was only 3 yrs old then... then my mom bought a box of large popcorn for us... the popcorn box is mickey mouse de.. hahahz... we dind't manage to finish it... haha.. the other times is at marina.. each time before or after the show we will go fly kite... that time i still bought some stupid collectable thingys.. thinking back now.. i waste money only.. haha but it's ok.. i still have them now.! not only that. sometimes we would go for circus and such... last time.. once it's hols.. we would go to some resort in malaysia for holidays.. guess my dad jus like resorts bah.. but nonetheless.. we always had fun there with my cousins and stuff...

sigh.. actually i miss whtever things that had happened in the past... who can give me back the dad i use to have? forget it.. booo! i need a holiday badly..

today is a beautiful day! hee... i woke up at 6am.. telling myself.. "die le.. have to wakie.. cannot slp.. got exam.. wakie wakie..." struggled for a while.. i realised that it's my free day at home today... went to loo, come back and slp till 10.15am.. hui xin lah! woke me up.. hahah! oops.. jk. yup.. watch my 10am show.. then went to sch to do project... bah! today morning.. was so disappointing... my friend sms me said she couldn't meet me. sigh.. i've been looking forward to today coz i'm meeting her... bah!

so.. ya dee ya dee... did project and stuff... suddenly.. my friend sms me telling me she can meet me le! yippie! i'm darn happy loh... weeeet... heee! i went back home first.. to change.. went to sch with jus tee, shorts and flip flops.. haha i'm getting more and more casual liao.. =x it was raining cats and dogs... but i jus came back, changed and went out! bah! hee...

went to ajisen for dinner.. then to rocky for desserts.. boo hoo hoo! rocky's dbl bake is not nice liao.. doesn't melt in my mouth le... =(

anyway.. i really had a very nice time with my friend.. i really thank God that i have her with me. though alot of things i'm shy to say.. but well.. might be tiny whiny things to u.. but.. i'm shy! heee.. i'm still a young gal leh.. but thanks.. i also love going out with u.... it jus brighten up my day..

finally.. 2 paper down... this time round.. really slack till cannot slack liao... but well.. i'm taking it very well.. no signs of me being remorseful or whtever. first paper... Credit Management... stared at MCQ with 2 super big eyes.. as if they are going to pop out.. not knowing what it's tlaking about.. so.. jus anyhow ticked for a few qns.. structured qns also no where better.. though i wrote like a big chunk of stuff... like my mom always say "the more u write.. the more mistakes u make" guess so lah...

today.. Blaw... sucks big time ok! ytr paper is at 4.30pm.. i reach home at 6.30pm... have to study.. but well.. study til law of contract 3.. i alr get frustrated studying them.. coz the notes dont make sense! and wht's more.. there's tons of case study that we have to know.. or rather. .they expect us to memorise. bah! woke up super early.. with an empty mind. and i know i'm seriously dead.. coz i forgot all that i've studied... forget it... i'm a student.. not a professional. i'm NOT smart. MCQ also anyhow lai... structured also dunnoe if i qns correct... all the case study i forgot who's the plaintiff and who's the defendent... jus went on with "one party.. the other party..." sigh... how to pass how to pass??

i only wish for a jus pass.. i don't wanna go for retest... that's all.

lots of tots had been flashing in my mind recently... i dunnoe how to get rid of them... i need to wake up and be pratically... someone pls help help!.... i need to go shopping for new year!!!!!!!!!! but pay's only coming in on the 9th... BAH

Happy New Year everyone! hee.. i spent 80% of my new yr slping. such a sinner... ytr went to Su's place... it's one of the most beautiful house i've been too, a very empty flat, very simple, but it was nice, the simple decorations make it so.. high class... i love it!

anyway.. all of us gathered there, monica, rachel, grace, mark, winnie, miguel, carl, bernard... mita and her husband... hahaz.. it was kinda fun.. nothing really went on.. sooo.. jus chat, drink an eat... laugh over out silly stuff and such... everyone was laughing at me again.. coz i've nv club before? BAH.. and they said they would bring me someday.. hahaz... i'm such a mountain tortoise.. things slowed down after the countdown.. guys watched soccer, gals did nothing... so.. started to talk about.. jobs. and i discovered something that makes me feel so.. irritated about.

there's this person that i knew, happened to be one of my friend's colleague.. and know what?! she got her sacked! jus becoz of wht?! jus becoz my friend is a divorcee.. she was the kind-est person to my friend (she claimed) and was the least expectated person whom my friend tot would do that to her... she showered my friend with notes and chocolates on her first day of work, kind to her and everything. but one day, she got to know that my friend was a divorcee by my friend's current BF's brother. and there she went, telling the management that my friend is a divorcee, and that my friend shouldn't be there becoz my friend would be a bad influence to some ppl. What's wrong with being a divorcee?! when my friend got a job, there isn't any form of anything that she has to fill in regarding her status. and now... i seriously dislike that person i know.. i think it's none of her business... ppl alr got a tough time going through a divorce, whoever likes a divorce..? whoever get married to get divorce..? ppl get married cause they love each other.. no one get married expecting themselves to get a divorce ok?!

does she know.. my friend loves the job alot? now that the ladies (my group of friends) wanna help her get back her job.. but she didn't want to... the impact on her is THAT big.. does she deserve that? i do'nt think so. i'm still young to talk about all these adult's world thing.. but i think.. its totally *&^%$%. can i tell the person.. that she's lucky, that such things don't fall on her. there's alot of things that she does, ppl know.. jus that they doesn't expose her.. must she do all these?

lastly... Mei Mei... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! enjoy your trip to m'sia ah... don't miss me woh.. i shall see u later this month or something okay?!